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Fanny clung to her brother, who, in a moment of sobriety, might have
saved her; but now, stupefied with drink and fear, he was intent only
on self-preservation, and though the steamer hovered for a considerable
time about the fatal spot, three of the young women were seen no more.
The wretched father had returned home after eager inquiries at the
river side, whence nothing could be seen of the boat, and was again on
his way, in almost frantic despair, when he was met by the bearers of
his son, and the news of his daughter's fate.
Henry was seized with brain fever, and his struggles to reach his
sister, whose cries for help seemed to ring in his ears, were frightful
and distressing to his broken-hearted parents, who mourned too late
their negligence of parental duty.
Ellen's lamentation for Fanny Ashton's unhappy end was mingled with
thankfulness for her own escape. "It would have killed me quite," said
she shuddering; "for had I been saved from drowning, I must have died
from the effects of such fright and cold."
"And you feel you would not have been prepared for such a summons to
another world, dear Ellen," said Jane, when, after a time, her sister
thus recurred to the event.
"O, I don't know about that; it did not come you know, so I need not
think about it!"
"But it must come some day, and by some means. If not by sudden
accident, by sickness and—"
"Well really, Jane, I wonder how you ever expect me to get well,
talking about such things," said Ellen, with irritation; "but I want
you to write to uncle, and ask for me to have a change of air directly;
I'm tired of being here, and I want some companions with more life and
spirit than you have, to rouse me out of melancholy thoughts. Poor
Fanny, she always had something pleasant to talk about." And Ellen wept
herself to sleep, with her hand upon the last novel that her friend
had brought, and which Jane softly drew away, leaving her Bible in its
place.
When Ellen awoke she discovered the exchange, and felt annoyed; but
suddenly her thoughts took a new turn. What if Jane's fears were really
excited about her health? What if all this excessive weakness, and
distracting cough, meant something more than temporary indisposition?
She had observed the looks of tender pity with which all seemed to
regard her, and the increased desire to guide her mind to heavenly
things. Could it be that her life was really in danger, and they wished
to make her aware of it without any sudden shock? Then she burst into
passionate weeping, burying her face in the pillow, against which she
leaned, until roused by the gentle hand of her kind nurse.
"O Mrs. Davis!" she cried with broken voice. "Do tell me, am I—am I
dying? Is it possible that I cannot get well?"
"Your soul will die, my child, if you do not ask the Lord Jesus Christ
to save it. If you had peace in him, you would resign yourself to his
will for life or death."