The Yoke: A Romance of the Days when the Lord Redeemed the Children of Israel from the Bondage of Egypt
John Stuart Mill · en
What need for him to wait for the word that gave assent? Was there not
eloquent testimony in her every feature and in every act of that hour
he had been with her? But his hands trembled, holding hers, till she
told him "aye."
"Then ask what thou wilt of me," he said, the restraint gone,
desperation taking its place. "I submit, so thou dost yield thyself to
me. Shall I pray thy prayers, kneel in thy shrines? Shall I go with
thee into slavery? Shall I learn thy tongue, turn my back on my
people, become one of Israel and hate Egypt? These things will I do,
and more, so I shall find thee all mine own when they are done."
But she freed her hands to cover her face and weep. Kenkenes sighed
from the very heaviness of his unhappiness.
"Thou shouldst hate me, if, to win thee, I bowed in pretense to thy
God," he said weakly.
Perhaps his words awakened a hope or perhaps they made her desperate.
Whatever the sensation, she raised her head and spoke with a sudden
assumption of calm:
"Naught could make me hate thee, Kenkenes, but I should know if thou
didst pretend. Thou art as transparent as air. Thou art honest,
guileless--too good to be lost to the Bosom that must have thrilled
with joy when he beheld what a beautiful soul His hands had wrought.
Few of His believers have conceived the greatness of Jehovah as thou
hast, O my Kenkenes. In that art thou proved ripe for His worship.
Thou hast found His might to be so limitless that thou thinkest thyself
as naught in His sight. In that hast thou gone astray. The mind is
gross that can not heed the weak and small. Shall we say that the
spinner of the gossamer, the painter of the rose is not fine? Shall He
forget His daintiest, frailest works for His mightiest? Thou, artist
and creator thyself, Kenkenes, answer for Him. Nay; not so! He, who
hath an ear to the lapse between an hour and an hour, hath counted His
song-birds and numbered His blossoms. For are they, being small, less
wondrous than the heavens, His handiwork? Shall He then fail to hear
the voice of His sons in whom He hath taken greater pains?"
She paused for a moment and looked at him. His expression urged her on.
"Does it not trouble thee when I, whom thou hast but lately known, am
in sorrow? How much more then does thine unhappiness vex His holy
heart, who fashioned thee, who blew the breath of life into thy
nostrils! Wilt thou deny the Hand that led thee to me, here, in this
hour--that cared for me during the season of distress and peril? Nay,
my beloved, there is no greater virtue than gratitude. It is an
essential in the make-up of the great of heart--wilt thou put it out of
thy fine nature?"
Again she paused, and this time he answered in a half-whisper:
"Thou dost shake me in mine heresy."
"It is but newly seated in thy credence," she said eagerly, "and is
easy to be put aside--easier to cast off than was the idolatry. Put it
away in truth from thee and grieve thy Lord God no more."