The Yoke: A Romance of the Days when the Lord Redeemed the Children of Israel from the Bondage of Egypt
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"Nay, hast thou done that, and hast thou not been heard? Thou dost but
fix me in mine unbelief. Did any god exist he would have heard thy
supplications. Come, let us make an end of this. There are sweeter
themes I would discuss. Where hast thou been, these many months? Not
here in this haunted cave?"
His lightness sank her hope to the lowest ebb. A sudden hurt reached
her heart. His unregeneracy suggested unfaithfulness to her. Their
positions had been reversed. It was she that had been denied. Duty
reasserted itself with a chiding sting.
"I have been a guest with Masanath--"
"The daughter of Har-hat!" he cried, retreating a step.
"The daughter of mine enemy," she went on. "She found me here by
accident and took me to her home in Memphis. There Deborah died. And
there, eighteen days agone, I discovered who it was that sheltered me,
and now I return to my people."
"The fan-bearer did not find thee?" he demanded at once.
"Nay. Unseen, I looked upon his man. Alas! the wound to the
daughter-love in Masanath! On the morrow she departeth for Tanis where
she will wed with the Prince Rameses."
Kenkenes' hands fell to his sides. "Nay, now! Of a surety, this is
the maddest caprice the Hathors ever wrought. In the house of thine
enemy! Well for me I did not know it! I should have died from very
apprehension. And all these months thou wast within sight of my
father's doors!"
"I saw him once," she said.
"And discovered not thyself! How cruelly thou hast used thyself,
Rachel. He would have told thee, long ago, why I came not back."
"Aye, now I know; but, Kenkenes, I could not go, fearing--"
"Enough. I forgot. Come, let us go hence. Memphis and my father's
house await thee now."
"But I go to my people, even now," she answered, with averted face and
unready words.
Kenkenes whitened.
"And leave me?" he asked quietly.
"Think me not ungrateful," she said. "I have said no words of thanks
since there is none that can express a tithe of my great indebtedness
to thee."
"I have achieved nothing for thee. Not even have I won thy freedom. I
have failed. But shameless in mine undeserts, I am come to ask my
reward nevertheless." He was very near to her, his face full of
purpose and intensity, his voice of great restraint.
"That which once thou didst refuse to hear, thou hast known for long by
other proof than words," he went on. "Let me say it now. I love thee,
Rachel." Taking her cold hands he drew her back to him.
"Once I forbore," he continued, the persuasive calm in his manner
heightening, "because I knew it would hurt thee to say me 'nay,' I told
myself that I was brave, then, when the actual loss of thee was
distant. But thou wilt leave me now and my fortitude for thy sake is
gone. I am selfish because I love thee so. The extreme is reached. I
can withstand no more. Dost thou love me, Rachel?"