They Looked and Loved; Or, Won by Faith — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
They Looked and Loved; Or, Won by Faith
John Stuart Mill · en
"I have read stories about people who sold themselves to the devil; but
you see they had a little respite first, and rather enjoyed life before
he claimed them, but if I married you I should be signed, sealed, and
delivered over at once to the enemy," and she laughed, a mocking,
mirthless laugh, for, in truth, she was desperate with despair and
misery.
"You are very complimentary," said her strange suitor, with a contortion
of the lip that was a cross between a grin and a sneer. He had an angry
longing to strike the beautiful face that looked at him with such
defiant scorn, for the girl was as proud as she was poor, and she had
her treasured love-dreams like all other young girls--dreams of a rich
and handsome lover who might some day woo her for his bride.
Miser Farnham, with a frightful grimace, withdrew from her side, but
remained close by, watching the lonely, desolate creature with keen,
calculating gray eyes.
Something more than an hour went by, and as the brilliant pageant of
wealth and fashion began to fade, the girl drew a long, shuddering sigh,
and turned to leave the park. A jibing voice sounded in her ear:
"Are you going to the river now?"
The dark eyes, heavy now with despair, turned upon the face of the old
man.
"Yes; I am going to the river," she replied, in a dull, dreary tone.
"Will you wait one moment, please?"
She stopped and looked at him in dull wonder, her face so pallid, her
eyes so despairing, that he shuddered to meet them.
"You said just now that Satan always gave a respite to those whose souls
he bought; I have pondered deeply over those words, and here is the
result: I will give you a respite, if you will marry me. No, don't turn
away so recklessly. I mean it, young lady. Marry me to-day, and I will
not see you again for a whole year. In the meantime you shall reign a
queen in a palace; your life shall be a dream of delight. In my hand is
the wand of the magician--gold--yellow gold--and I can accomplish all
that I promise, and more! Think! A whole year of luxury, of pleasure,
and in that time not one sight of my face. Can you turn from this to the
dark, cold river? Surely, then, you must be mad!"
The girl stood like one rooted to the spot, her eyes dark, burning,
eager. What was it he was offering? Wealth, ease, happiness--and she was
homeless and starving. Her brain reeled; she trembled with excitement.
"A year," repeated old Farnham temptingly, "and in all that time I will
not come near you. Only speak the word, and we will go now to a lawyer,
I will have a marriage contract drawn, waiving all rights for one year
from the date of marriage. Then we will be married. I will secure a
chaperon and maid for you, and, leaving you in a home of luxury, take my
departure until the months of your respite are over. Perhaps by then
your gratitude to me will lead you to look on me with favor--if not,
there is still the river"--leering wickedly.