They Looked and Loved; Or, Won by Faith — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
They Looked and Loved; Or, Won by Faith
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"The same ones that were so anxious to keep her abed so long have busied
themselves this morning to persuade her that it would be highly improper
for her to visit you in your sick-room," replied the worthy housekeeper,
swelling with indignation.
"Pshaw! Why, Azalea has been in here a dozen times."
"They told her that was quite different. You see, sir--old friends, and
all that."
She saw his lips curl in angry contempt under his mustache, and he
exclaimed angrily:
"Mrs. Hill, I will not submit to this hectoring by the Courtneys. Go at
once to Miss Farnham, say distinctly that I demand an interview. If she
refuses I shall consider myself an unwelcome guest, and depart from Gray
Gables within the hour."
"Oh, sir, it would kill you to be moved!"
"No matter. I will not remain."
Mrs. Hill chuckled to herself, and departed on her errand without more
ado.
"Do come, Miss Nita, please. He's that cranky he thinks you don't want
him here, and if you don't go and pacify him he'll go away sure, and
that will be the death of him, for the wound would get to bleeding
again, and the doctor said it mustn't on no account," she pleaded
anxiously.
"He has no right to demand," Nita said haughtily, but she followed Mrs.
Hill to the sick-room, somehow glad in her secret heart of that
imperious message.
Mrs. Hill pushed her gently over the threshold, shut the door on the
outside, and--trembling with a new timidity, her face burning, her heart
beating wildly, Nita was alone with Dorian Mountcastle. His eager blue
eyes turned to her, dwelling on her beauty in wondering delight.
"Miss Farnham," he cried, and his musical voice thrilled her.
Involuntarily, she moved nearer to him till she stood by his side.
"How can I ever thank you enough for your goodness?" he said, holding
out an eager hand. She laid hers gently in it, and as he clasped it
their eyes met.
When love is young and new there is something wonderful in the spell of
a glance. This pair, looking into each other's eyes, wore pale, serious
faces, and felt their hearts leap and their breath flutter unevenly over
their parted lips. They seemed looking not alone in each other's eyes,
but into each other's hearts. The veil of conventionality had
unconsciously fallen, and Nita stood with her lips trembling, her eyes
wide, solemn, half-questioning as they met and held his devouring gaze.
Suddenly, she recovered her self-consciousness. She started back,
flushed vividly, and let her eyes falter shyly from his gaze, while she
murmured in a low voice:
"Do not try to thank me. Only live, that is all I ask!"
In tones of tenderness he answered:
"Now that you are well I hope that I shall live. But when they told me
you were so very, very ill I did not care if I died," and impulsively
he kissed the hand he held, adding, "you know me, Miss Farnham. They
have told you my name?"
She drew away the hand he had kissed, her whole frame thrilling, and
with a struggle for calmness, answered smilingly: