“Do not commit yourself, either in word or deed, until this mystery
has been solved; until we know whether Dick or the doctor, or both, or
neither, is the scoundrel. There is something wrong somewhere. I do not
know where. I am completely befogged and bewildered. Like yourself, I
cannot condemn either of them. Both are my friends; but one of them
must be wrong.”
“Which, Eugene?”
“I don’t know.”
“You have an opinion.”
“There is much that I cannot explain on both sides. Let us wait.”
“Certainly we shall wait; we cannot do otherwise.”
“But, Julia, you must check the doctor.”
“I see nothing to check.”
Julia could not even answer to herself whether she loved Dr. Bilks
or Dick. Both of them were friendly, both agreeable. In a comparison
of the characters of the two gentlemen, the advantage was in Dick’s
favor; but her gratitude to the doctor for his kindness and devotion
during her sickness more than offset the other’s advantage. She did
not think of a husband, save in the abstract; if she had, perhaps she
would have considered one as eligible as the other, and would have been
prepared to accept him who spoke first. She did not yet love either,
though both were lovable. With one so fair, so young, so accomplished,
love could not exist without its complement. A loving look, a sweet
word, a pressure of the hand, would have developed the treasures of her
affection. She waited, unconsciously, for these tokens; if Dick had
given them, probably he would have been accepted; and the same was true
of Dr. Bilks.
Julia made no promises; they seemed unnecessary to her. Perhaps
she knew less of her own heart than others knew of it. She was not
hungering and thirsting for a husband. Fortune had been over lavish
to her, and she was too much enamoured of Pine Hill, too much devoted
to her mother and her brother, to think of leaving them without the
strongest of provocations. Probably she expected to be a wife some
time; but she regarded a husband as she did the airs of heaven, that
came unbought and unsought. She thought that he who was to be her
all-in-all must be the gift of God, in some special manner, and she
floated on the tide, a creature of fate and circumstances. She could
not possibly marry one she did not love, and she waited unresistingly
for her heart to speak her destiny.
Eugene drove down to the Port again, after he had, as he believed, made
a proper use of Dick’s solemn warning. He was very nervous, uneasy,
perplexed, and anxious, as a man in prison when life and hope are
without its walls. He wanted the truth, which should enable him to
decide between his two friends, now doubly necessary for Julia’s sake
as well as his own. If he could not satisfy himself, he might comfort
Dick, and enable him to wait with patience till the final judgment
could be pronounced.