Viola's vanity : $b or, A bitter expiation — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Viola's vanity : $b or, A bitter expiation
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“Really, papa, I meant no harm. I was simply kind to him. I could not
tell him to go away because I saw he was learning to love me, could I?
And, besides,” hopefully, “you--you would have been furious if I had
accepted him, you know you would. He is only a government clerk, you
know, and I--have refused a senator, a general, some millionaires--and
others,” proudly.
He knew that what she said was true. He would not have accepted George
Merrington for a son-in-law. He was proud, but withal he was just, and
justice ranged him on the side of the discarded suitor.
He answered reproachfully:
“Subterfuge will not help you, Viola; for a good woman can always
find a way to dismiss a man before the affair reaches the point of
a proposal, unless the man is a fool and can not read her face; and
George Merrington was no fool, though he acted like a madman afterward.
You simply coquetted with him, led him on by encouraging smiles and
words, just for the amusement of the moment. Is this not true?”
“Yes, papa; but I meant no harm. I did not regard it as a serious
matter at all. Plenty of girls do the same,” said Viola, frankly,
trying to smile him into a good humor.
But he remained portentously grave, as he returned:
“I believe you have erred through thoughtless vanity, my daughter,
and that you do not realize the sacredness of love. That is the only
excuse I can find for what you have done. But from today I wish you to
turn over a new leaf, and give up this despicable flirting that has so
nearly ended in a terrible tragedy that must have lain heavily on your
conscience forever. You must promise me today that you will never again
lead any man on, to gratify your love of conquest at the expense of his
happiness.”
His words and looks were so solemn that she exclaimed, almost
petulantly:
“Papa, you talk of a tragedy. Do you call a harmless flirtation with
George Merrington a tragedy?”
“A harmless flirtation, Viola! Wait till you hear all,” he exclaimed.
“Well, papa, I am waiting to hear all that you will tell me. Did
George Merrington come to you to complain of my flirting with him?”
sarcastically.
To her amazement and indignation, he replied instantly:
“Yes; he came from the reception where you had refused the offer of his
warm, loving heart, with a girlish laugh and jest, straight to the club
where I was sitting with some gentlemen, and he told me the truth about
you--that you were the most heartless coquette in the world, and had
broken his heart just as you had broken many others. Then crying, ‘Bid
her remember she wrecked my life!’ he whipped out a pistol, and before
any one could prevent the rash deed, fired a bullet into his breast!”
“Ah, Heaven!” shrieked Viola, remorsefully, and sank back like one
dying.
He bent over her in an agony of pitying love, soothing her back to
calmness, saying, gently: