Viola's vanity : $b or, A bitter expiation — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Viola's vanity : $b or, A bitter expiation
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She stood a moment watching the electric car now bearing swiftly down
toward the corner, and the young man thought as she advanced into the
street, that she was about to signal it.
He said to himself in perplexity:
“What a strange freak for Miss Van Lew, boarding an electric car at ten
o’clock at night to go after morphine! Yet there is no one sick at her
house, as I am aware.”
Perplexed and uneasy, he moved forward after her and just then a
terrible thing happened.
Viola, mad with misery, and assailed by an irresistible temptation,
threw herself recklessly across the track, where the advancing wheels
of the car would in another moment crush out her life.
The truth flashed on him in lightning horror. The girl intended to
commit suicide.
It was dark just there, and the conductor had not perceived her frantic
deed. What was to save the poor girl from instant death as the swift
engine of destruction rushed down upon her prostrate form?
Rolfe Maxwell’s heart seemed to stand still with horror. Was it
possible to save her now? to save her or only to meet death in the
effort?
He sprang after her with outstretched hand, clutching her skirts,
dragging her back, clearing the way just as the car rushed past,
grazing his bowed head, and knocking him down.
Strange to say no one had witnessed the terrible tragedy so bravely
avoided. Only the silent stars looked down on the cold street upon
Viola and her rescuer struggling to their feet, the girl uninjured, the
man slightly dazed from a blow on the head.
He clutched her arm tightly and led her to the pavement, saying sternly:
“I have saved you from yourself at the risk of my own life; but, Miss
Van Lew, why did you attempt this terrible deed?”
The girl trembled, shuddered, and her great somber eyes flared up to
his face.
“Mr. Maxwell!” she exclaimed, in alarm.
“Yes, Rolfe Maxwell,” he answered. “I was just leaving your father’s
house and I saw you go into the drug store, and when you failed to get
morphine you threw yourself in front of that advancing car. Why did you
do it, Miss Van Lew, you whom we supposed to be the happiest girl in
the world?”
His voice was stern, yet a thrill of such tender anxiety ran through
it that she felt instinctively he was her friend. Clinging to him
piteously, she sobbed:
“Oh, do not scold me! I am so unhappy!”
The piteous voice went to his heart, and as they stood there together,
she trembling like a leaf as she clung to him, he could not resist
pressing the little hand on his arm, and answering, gently:
“I did not wish to be harsh with you, but I do not understand, you
know.”
Viola was frightened almost to death. She faltered:
“I can not explain. I can only confess that I was very unhappy, and
wished to die! You will not tell papa, will you?”
“I must do so in order that you may be watched to prevent another
attempt at suicide,” he replied, gravely; adding: “May I take you home
now?”