Windmills: A book of fables — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Windmills: A book of fables
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“Now,” said Siebenhaar, “you have an opportunity to exercise your
national prerogative and rule the waves.”
George made no reply. His internal organs were supplying him with an
illustration of Siebenhaar’s theory. The waves did just as they liked
with the boat, sent it spinning in one direction, wrenched it back in
another, slipped from under it, picked it up again and every now and
then playfully sent a drenching spray over its occupants.
Siebenhaar talked, sang and slept, and, when he was doing none of these
things, ate voraciously.
“I insist on dying with a full stomach,” he said when George protested.
George ate and slept and thought of Arabella, when he could think at
all.
“Death,” said Siebenhaar, “must be very surprising: but then, so is
life when you penetrate its disguises and discover its immutability.
We hate death only because it is impossible to pretend that it is
something else, so that it comes at the end of the comedy to give us
the lie. After this experience I think I shall change my philosophy
and seek the truth of life with the light of death. You never know: it
might become fashionable. Women like their thoughts ready-made, and
they like them bizarre. Women are undoubtedly superior to men....”
But by this time George was in such a state of discomfort that he lay
flat on his face in the bottom of the boat and groaned:
“I am going to die.”
“Eat,” said Siebenhaar, “eat and drink.” And he offered corned beef and
water.
“I want to die,” moaned George, and he wept because death would not
come at once. He hid his face in his hands and howled and roared.
Siebenhaar himself ate the corned beef and drank the water, and went on
eating and drinking until he had exhausted all their supply. Then he
curled up in the bows and went to sleep and snored.
And the waves changed their mood and gave the boat only a gentle
rocking.
George opened his eyes and gazed up into the sky. It was night and the
stars were shining brilliantly. Red and yellow and white they were and
they danced above him. He was astonished to find that he did not wish
to die. He was very hungry. He crawled over to Siebenhaar and shook him
and woke him up.
There was neither food nor water in the locker.
“In the great cities of the civilised world,” said Siebenhaar, “there
are occasional performers who go without food for forty days. We shall
see.”
“I am thirsty,” whimpered George.
“Those occasional performers,” returned Siebenhaar, “drink water and
smoke cigarettes, and they are sheltered from the elements by walls of
glass. We shall see.”
With that he turned over and went to sleep again.
XIII: HUNGER
George’s face was sunk and his eyes glared. Siebenhaar tried to spit
into the sea, but it was impossible. He was daunted into silence.
Another day began to dawn.
“If this goes on,” said George in a dry whistling croak of a voice, “I
shall eat you.”
And he glared so at Siebenhaar’s throat that the philosopher turned up
his coat collar to cover it.