With my regiment : $b From the Aisne to La Bassée — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
With my regiment : $b From the Aisne to La Bassée
John Stuart Mill · en
It was very damp in the wood. The trees were dripping. The tea
was cold. The party, with Blain as C.O., and the Adjutant and two
subalterns, were a forlorn little group to be left out of a regiment.
All had rather a strained air, and my good spirits and feeling of being
fresh out from England were evidently not infectious to men who had
been through what they had. They had had a shell near them already that
morning and were all frankly apprehensive of another. From that moment
any ideas I may have had about the pleasures and excitements of active
service left me, and I merely wondered what sort of a trench I was
going to and what Fate might have to bring me on my first day of active
service.
I had always imagined that trenches were only approached by night, and
then by crawling on one's belly along narrow communication passages.
But we set off in broad daylight, at eight in the morning, to go up to
our trench. The reason we were able to do this was because the trenches
on the Aisne were along the edges of woods, and it was possible to move
through the trees right up to within two hundred yards of the enemy
without being observed.
The advanced trench which Goyle was holding with his company lay in a
small wood, rather in advance of the main line of trenches. The path
which led to it twisted and twined and branched off into other paths
so confusedly that I wondered how the Adjutant could find his way. The
actual trench itself consisted in a bank along the edge of the wood
in which a chain of dug-outs had been excavated. We found Goyle in a
dug-out in the centre, which was distinguished from the others by some
straw and a couple of water-proof sheets; there was also a wooden box
without a lid, in which the officers' rations were kept. Goyle was
sitting in the dug-out with Evans, his remaining subaltern, and having
taken me thus far, the Adjutant returned to the C.O.
Evans was an old friend of mine and fellow-subaltern. We talked
together for a while and then he showed me cautiously how to creep
up to the top of the parapet and look through some long grass at
the enemy's trenches 200 yards away, and he told me the story of
the fight for the position we now held and where so-and-so, and
so-and-so--brother officers whom I'd seen leave England a month before
with a cheery wave of the hand for me and a joke about meeting "out
there" soon--had been killed the day before.
At nine o'clock we rummaged in our ration-box and made breakfast off
jam and biscuits and cheese. It was quite pleasant in the dug-out and
there was no sound of war. As we were making our breakfast a shot rang
out and there was a piercing yell.
"Hullo! they must have got one of the fellows I put on sentry at the
edge of the wood," said Goyle, helping himself to more jam.
"Is that one of our fellows?" he called to the sergeant.
"Yessir--hit in the buttocks, sir"; the sergeant slapped the portly
part of himself on which he sat.
We all laughed.