They organised their life in common. At six o'clock in the morning it
was Nietzsche's custom to make himself a cup of tea, which he took
alone; towards eight Lanzky would knock at his door and ask how he had
passed the night--Nietzsche often slept badly--and how he intended to
employ his morning. Usually Nietzsche began the day by skimming the
newspapers in a public reading hall; he then went to the shore, where
Lanzky either joined him or respected his desire for a solitary walk.
Both of them lunched in their pension. In the afternoon they walked
out together. At night, Nietzsche wrote or Lanzky read to him aloud,
often from some French book, such as the _Letters_ of the Abbé Galiani,
Stendhal's _Le Rouge et le Noir, La Chartreuse, L'Armance._
To live courteously, yet withhold from ordinary gaze the secret of
one's life, is a whole art in itself; and this art Nietzsche had
mastered. Indeed, as regards the scheme of manners that he had composed
for himself, this solitary of the table d'hôte was, deliberately,
hypocritical and almost cunning. More than once Lanzky was nonplussed.
One Sunday a young lady asked Nietzsche had he been to church.
"To-day, no," he replied courteously.
To Lanzky, who admired his prudence, he explained that every truth was
not good for everyone. "If I had troubled that girl's mind," he added,
"I should be horrified."
Occasionally it amused him to announce his future greatness. He would
tell his neighbours during meals that in forty years' time he would be
illustrious throughout Europe.
They would say: "Well, then lend us your books."
He refused their requests most positively, and again explained to
Lanzky that his writings were not for the man in the street.
"Master," asked Lanzky, "why do you print them?"
It appears that no answer was given to this reasonable question.
Nietzsche, however, dissembled even with Lanzky. The formation of a
society of friends, of an idealistic phalanstery similar to that in
which Emerson lived--this old dream of his he loved to repeat and
elaborate for him.
He often led Lanzky to the peninsula of Saint-Jean. "Here," he would
say in Biblical phrase--"Here we shall pitch our tents." He went so far
as to select a group of little villas which seemed to be suitable for
his purpose. But the members were not yet decided upon, and the name of
Heinrich von Stein, the only friend, the only disciple whom he really
wanted, was never mentioned in Lanzky's presence.
There was no news of Stein's coming, nor of his plans. To Nietzsche
he gave no sign. We may assume that he had gone to Sils-Maria to
conciliate, if possible, the two masters. But one of them had said that
he must choose between the two: perhaps he had been disturbed for a
moment. He returned, however, to his Germany, and there he saw Cosima
Wagner again. Nietzsche had required that he should choose, and he
remained faithful to Wagner.