She was silent. The fact was that she did not perceive it. But
undoubtedly the way he proved the point was agreeable to her. Of
course it is quite possible for a man to prove a point to a woman’s
satisfaction and yet to leave her unsatisfied as to whether or not his
contention is correct. Pierce Winwood had proved to this young woman
that she had been well within her rights in accepting him as her lover,
and yet she had an uneasy feeling that she had done the other man
a wrong. An old rhyme went jingling through her brain, with all the
irritating force of a milk cart hurrying for a train--something about
the advisability of being off with the old love before being on with the
new.
But that was just what she had done: she had been strictly
conscientious. She had written to Ernest Clifton asking to be released
from the promise which she had made to him and he had freed her--what
the young man beside her said was perfectly true: she had not been
a party to the _parole_--it had been forced upon her. She had not
consented to it. Nothing in the world could be clearer than this.
And yet the result of thinking over it all was to leave her with a
feeling of uneasiness in respect of her own action and of still greater
uneasiness in respect of his sense of honour.
“Don’t think anything more about the business,” said he.
“I will not,” she said. “I will not; after all, did not he _try_ to
trick me, and why should not I, if I saw that--that---- But you--well,
I have made a confession to you at any rate, and that’s something, isn’t
it? You are not angry?”
“Angry--I--angry----”
He was taking such action in regard to her as should he thought convince
her that he was not permanently embittered against her; but she gave
him to understand that his word of mouth was quite adequate to allay her
doubts.
“Ah, no--no,” she said; and his lips had to be content with the back of
her hand. “I was taken by surprise just now. I did wrong, considering
the position in which I stood--in which I still stand.”
“Good heavens,” he cried, “haven’t I proved--didn’t you agree with
me----”
“Yes, yes; there can be no doubt about it,” she assented with the utmost
cordiality. “Yes; still--but I see clearly what I can do. I can tell
him that without my father’s consent it would be impossible for me
to--to--to be otherwise than free. I will tell him that I consider
myself to be free--that I considered myself to be so from the moment he
agreed to my taking back my promise.”
He could not see that anything would be gained by this traffic with
the other man; but he thought that she might fancy that he was giving
himself the airs of a lover too early in his career. Only half an
hour had elapsed since he had undertaken to play the part, and though
ambitious to make a mark in the _role_, he thought it would be more
prudent to perfect himself in it by slow degrees.
Still he could not refrain from saying: