was the last line of the sonnet which he promptly composed after she
had lectured him; and then he had settled down into that graceful
philosophical friendship with her, which had sent him on the Stock
Exchange before three months had elapsed.
It took three months to convince him that she was quite right in her
suggestion that instead of spending the best years of his life writing
poetry, having nothing to look forward to beyond the perpetual
struggle of trying to live within the four hundred pounds a year which
represented all his private means, he should endeavour to make a career
for himself in some direction where his undoubted gifts of imagination
would be appreciated--say the Stock Exchange.
“My dear Arthur,” she had said, “what I fear most for you is the
possibility of your making a mercenary marriage. You know as well as I
do that it would be ridiculous for you to marry on your present income,
and I know your nature sufficiently well to be convinced that you
would never be happy so long as you felt that your wife’s fortune was
supporting you. Don’t you agree with me?”
He thought that she took too narrow a view of the conditions under which
he could be happy; but he thought it better to nod his acquiescence in
the flattering estimate which she had formed of his nature.
“I knew you would agree with me,” she said. “And that’s why I urge upon
you this step.” (The step she urged upon him was the Stock Exchange
Steps.) “You will have to study hard at first, and I believe that you
must begin by trusting nobody--especially avoiding every one who wants
to be your friend; but by this means you will eventually gain not only
a competence--not only complete independence, but such a Fortune as will
make you a Power in the world, and then--well, then you can marry any
one you please.”
Although the poem which he considered the best that he had ever written
was one in praise of a young woman who had remained true to her love for
a poet without a penny, in the face of the opposition of her parents who
wished her to wed a very rich person in a good paying business, he said
he was sure that she was right, and he would give her his promise to buy
a twenty-five shilling silk hat the very next day: that being, as he
was informed, the first step necessary to be taken by any one with
aspirations after financial success.
He had an idea that, after all, he had underrated the practical outlook
of the modern young woman. Could it be possible, he asked himself, that
after all the penniless poet who wrote on the Petrarchian model, was a
less attractive figure in the eyes of a girl--even of a girl who
could not be seen by any one without suggesting the thoughts of a
flower--perhaps a lily--than the man with a million invested in various
excellent securities?