Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
Forgive this interruption, from a poor girl in despair, who being
ignorant what to do, has taken the liberty of addressing herself to
your benevolence; for you, Madam, are never weary of comforting the
afflicted, and I am so unfortunate, alas, that I have tired all but
God Almighty, and you, with my complaints. I am very sorry I was
obliged to leave the mistress you had been so kind to put me
apprentice to, but on my mother’s death, (which happened this winter)
I was obliged to return home to my poor father, who is confined to his
bed by the palsy.
I have never forgotten the advice you gave my mother, to try to settle
me with some honest man, who might be of use to the family. Claud
Anet (formerly in your father’s service) is a very sober discreet
person, master of a good trade, and has taken a liking to me. Having
been already so much indebted to your bounty, I did not dare to apply
to you for any farther assistance, so that he has been our only
support during the whole winter. He was to have married me this
spring, and indeed had set his heart on it; but I have been so teased
for three years rent due last Easter, that not knowing where to get so
much money, the young man listed at once in M. Marveilleux’s company,
and brought me all the money he had received for enlisting. M.
Merveilleux stays at Neufchatel about a week longer, and Claud Anet is
to set out in three or four days with the rest of the recruits. So
that we have neither time nor money to marry, and he is going to leave
me without any help. If, through your interest or the Baron’s, five or
six weeks longer might be given us, we would endeavour in that time
either to get married, or repay the young man his money. But I am sure
he can never be prevailed on to take the money again.
I received this morning some great offers from a very rich gentleman,
but thank God, I have refused them. He told me, he would come again
to-morrow to know my mind; but I desired him not to give himself so
much trouble, and that he knew it already. By God’s assistance, he
shall have the same answer to-morrow. I might indeed apply to the
parish; but one is so despised after that, that my misfortunes are
better than such a relief, and Claud Anet has too much pride to think
of me after this. Forgive the liberty I have taken; you are the only
person I could think of, and I feel so distressed, that I can write no
more about it.
I am,
Your humble servant to command.
Fanny Regnard.
Letter XLI. The Answer.