Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters
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I have been wanting in point of memory, and you Fanny have been
deficient in your confidence in me; in short, we have both of us been
to blame, but I am the most inexcusable. However, I shall now
endeavour to repair the injury which my neglect may have occasioned.
Bab, the bearer of this, has orders to satisfy your more immediate
wants, and will be with you again to-morrow, for fear the gentleman
should return. My cousin and I propose calling on you in the evening;
for I know you cannot leave your poor father alone, and indeed I shall
be glad of this opportunity, to inspect your economy a little.
You need not be uneasy on Claud Anet’s account; my father is from
home, but we shall do all we can towards his immediate release. Be
assured, that I will neither forget you, nor your generous lover.
Adieu, my dear, and may God ever bless you. I think you much in the
right for not having recourse to public charity. Such steps as those,
are never to be taken, while the hearts and purses of benevolent
individuals are open, and accessible.
Letter XLII. To Eloisa.
I have received your letter, and shall set out this instant. This is
all the answer I shall make. O Eloisa! how could you cruelly suppose
me possessed of such a selfish unfeeling heart? But you command, and
shall be obeyed. I would rather die a thousand times, than forfeit
your esteem.
Letter XLIII. To Eloisa.
I arrived at Neufchatel yesterday morning, and on enquiry was told,
that M. Merveilleux was just gone into the country. I followed him
immediately, but as he was out a hunting all day, I was obliged to
wait till the evening, before I could speak with him. I told him the
cause of my journey, and desired he would set a price on Claud Anet’s
discharge; to which he raised a number of objections. I then
concluded, that the most effectual method of answering them, would be
to increase my offers, which I did in proportion as his difficulties
multiplied. But finding, after some time, that I was not likely to
succeed, I took my leave, having previously desired the liberty to
wait on him the next morning; determined in my own mind not to stir
out of the house a second time, till I had obtained my request, by
dint of larger offers, frequent importunity, or in short by whatever
means I could think most effectual. I arose early next morning to put
this resolution in practice, and was just going to mount my horse,
when I received a note from M. Merveilleux with the young man’s
discharge, in due form and order. The contents of the note were these.
“Inclosed, Sir, is the discharge, you request. I denied it to your
pecuniary offers, but have granted it in consideration of your
charitable design, and desire you would not think that I am to be
bribed into a good action.”