Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
Pardon me, my dear, my friendship forces me to speak: I am terribly
apprehensive on your account. Your attachment can never continue long
concealed in this small town; it is indeed a miraculous piece of good
fortune, considering it is now two years since it begun, that you are
not already the public talk of the place. But it will very soon
happen, if you are not extremely cautious. I am convinced your
character would long since have suffered, if you had been less
generally beloved; but the people are so universally prejudiced in
your favour, that no one dares to speak ill of you for fear of being
discredited and despised. Nevertheless every thing must have an end;
and must I fear that your mystery draws near its period; I have great
reason to apprehend that Lord B----’s suspicions proceed from some
disagreeable tales he has heard. Let me intreat you to think seriously
of this affair. The watch-man has been heard to say, that, some time
ago, he saw your friend come out of your house at five o’clock in the
morning. Fortunately he himself had early intelligence of this report
and found means to silence the fellow; but what signifies such
silence? It will serve only to confirm the reports that will be
privately whispered to all the world. Besides, your mother’s
suspicions are daily increasing. You remember her frequent hints. She
has several times spoke to me in such bitter terms, that if she did
not dread the violence of your father’s temper, I am certain she would
already have opened her mind to him; but she is conscious that the
blame would fall chiefly on herself.
It is impossible I should repeat it too often; think of your safety
before it be too late. Prevent those growing suspicions, which nothing
but his absence can dispel: and indeed, to be sincere with you, under
what pretext can he be supposed to continue here? Possibly in a few
weeks more his removal may be to no purpose. If the least circumstance
should reach your father’s ear, you will have cause to tremble at the
indignation of an old officer, so tenacious of the honour of his
family, and at the petulance of a violent youth. But we must first
endeavour to terminate the affair with Lord B----, for it were in vain
to attempt to persuade your friend to decamp, till that is in some
shape accomplished.
Letter LVII. From Eloisa.
I have been informed, my friend, of what has passed between you and my
Lord B----; and from a perfect knowledge of the fact, I have a mind to
discuss the affair, and give you my opinion of the conduct you ought
to observe on this occasion, agreeable to the sentiments you profess,
and of which I suppose you do not make only an idle parade.