But this is not all. The crisis in which you stand at present obliges
me to return to my former advice. The affair between my Lord B----
and your friend has made all the noise in town, which was natural to
expect. For, though Mr. Orbe has kept the original cause of their
quarrel a secret, the circumstances are too public, to suffer it to lie
concealed. Every one has suspicions, makes conjectures, and some go
so far as to name Eloisa. The report of the watch was not so totally
suppressed but it is remembered; and you are not ignorant that, in
the eye of the world, a bare suspicion of the truth is looked upon as
evidence. All that I can say for your consolation is, that in general
your choice is approved, and every body thinks with pleasure on the
union of so charming a couple. This confirms me in the opinion that
your friend has behaved himself well in this country, and is not less
beloved than yourself. But what is the public voice to your inflexible
father? All this talk has already reached, or will come to his ear; and
I tremble to think of the effect it may produce, if you do not speedily
take some measures to prevent his anger. You must expect from him an
explanation terrible to yourself, and perhaps still worse for your
friend. Not that I think, at his age, he will condescend to challenge a
young man he thinks unworthy his sword: but the influence he has in the
town will furnish him, if he has a mind to it, with a thousand means to
stir up a party against him; and it is to be feared that his passion
will be too ready to excite him to do it.
On my knees, therefore, I conjure you, my dear friend, to think on the
dangers that surround you, and the terrible risk you run; which
increases every moment. You have been extremely fortunate to escape
hitherto, in the midst of such hazards; but, while it is yet time, I
beg of you to let the veil of prudence be thrown over the secret of
your amours; and not to push your fortune farther; lest it should
involve in your misfortunes the man who has been the cause of them.
Believe me, my dear, the future is uncertain, a thousand accidents may
happen unexpectedly, in your favour; but, for the present, I have said
and repeat it more earnestly, send away your friend, or you are
undone.
Letter LXIII. From Eloisa to Clara.
All that you foresaw, my dear, is come to pass. Last night, about an
hour after we got home, my father entered my mother’s apartment, his
eyes sparkling and his countenance inflamed with anger; in a word, so
irritated as I never saw him before. I found immediately that he had
either just left a quarrel, or was seeking occasion to begin one; and
my guilty conscience made me tremble for the consequence.