Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
How far, alas, are those two poor souls from that tranquillity which
we dare presume to enjoy! and how ill does this contentment become us,
whilst our friends are in despair! It is decreed, they must part, and
perhaps this may be the very instant of their eternal separation. Who
knows but their mutual dejection, with which we reproached them at the
concert, might be a foreboding that it was the last time they would
ever meet? To this hour your friend is ignorant of his destiny. In the
security of his heart he still enjoys the felicity of which he is
already deprived. In the very instant of despair he tastes, in idea,
the shadow of happiness, and like one who is on the brink of sudden
death, the poor wretch dreams of existence unapprehensive of his fate.
O heavens! it is from me he is to receive the sad sentence. O
friendship divine! the idol of my soul! arm me, I beseech thee, with
thy sacred cruelty. Inspire me with barbarous resolution, and enable
me to perform this sad duty with becoming magnanimity!
I depend on your assistance, and I should expect it even if you loved
me less; for I know your tender heart: it will have no need of the
zeal of love when humanity pleads. You will engage our friend to come
to me to-morrow morning; but be sure not to mention a syllable of the
affair. To day I must not be interrupted. I shall pass the afternoon
with Eloisa. Endeavour to find Lord B----, and bring him with you
about eight o’clock this evening, that we may come to some
determination concerning the departure of this unhappy man, and
endeavour to prevent his despair.
I have great confidence in his resolution added to our precautions,
and I have still greater dependence on his passion for Eloisa: her
will, the danger of her life and honour, are motives which he cannot
resist. Be it as it will, you may be assured that I shall not dream of
marriage till Eloisa has recovered her peace of mind. I will not stain
the matrimonial knot with the tears of my friend, so that if you
really love me, your interest will second your generosity, and it
becomes your own affair rather than that of another.
Letter LXV. Clara to Eloisa.
All is over; and in spite of her indiscretion my Eloisa is in safety.
Her secrets are buried in silence. She is still loved and cherished in
the midst of her friends and relations, possessing every one’s esteem,
and a reputation without blemish. Consider, my friend, and tremble for
the dangers which, through motives of love or shame, through fear of
doing too little or too much, you have run. Learn hence, too fond or
too fearful girl, never more to attempt to reconcile sentiments so
incompatible; and thank heaven that, through a happiness peculiar to
yourself, you have escaped the evils that threatened you.