I would spare your sorrowing heart the particulars of your lover’s
cruel and necessary departure. But you desired to know them; I
promised you should, and will keep my word with that sincerity which
ever subsisted between us. Read on then, my dear and unhappy friend;
read on, but exert your courage and maintain your resolution.
The plan I had concerted, and of which I advised you yesterday, was
punctually followed in every particular. On my return home, I found
here Mr. Orbe and my Lord B----; with whom I immediately begun, by
declaring to the latter how much we were both affected by his heroic
generosity. I then gave them urgent reasons for the immediate
departure of your friend, and told them the difficulties I foresaw in
bringing it about. His Lordship was perfectly sensible that it was
necessary, and expressed much sorrow for the effects of his imprudent
zeal. They both agreed it was proper to hasten the separation
determined, and to lay hold of the first moment of consent, to prevent
any new irresolution: and to snatch him from the danger of delay. I
would have engaged Mr. Orbe to make the necessary preparations,
unknown to your friend; but his Lordship, regarding this affair as his
own, insisted on taking charge of it. He accordingly promised me that
his chaise would be ready at eleven o’clock this morning, adding that
he would carry him off under some other pretext, and accompany him as
far as it might be necessary; opening the matter to him at leisure.
This expedient however did not appear to me sufficiently open and
sincere, nor would I consent to expose him, at a distance, to the
first effects of a despair, which might more easily escape the eyes of
Lord B---- than mine. For the same reason I did not close with his
Lordship’s proposal of speaking himself to him, and prevailing on him
to depart. I foresaw, that negotiation would be a delicate affair, and
I was unwilling to trust any body with it but myself; knowing much
better how to manage his sensibility, and also that there is always a
harshness in the arguments of the men which a woman best knows how to
soften. I conceived nevertheless that my Lord might be of use in
preparing the way for an eclairissement; being sensible of the effects
which the discourse of a man of sense might have over a virtuous mind;
and what force the persuasions of a friend might give to the arguments
of the philosopher.