You see, for instance, with surprize, the incredible affection Lord
B---- has for your friend; you see his zeal for your happiness; you
receive with admiration his generous offers; you attribute them to his
virtue only. My dear cousin, you are mistaken. God forbid I should
extenuate his Lordship’s beneficence, or undervalue his greatness of
soul. But, believe me, his zeal, disinterested as it is, would be less
fervent if under the same circumstances he had to do with different
people. It is the irresistible ascendant you and your friend have over
him that, without his perceiving it, determines his resolution, and
makes him do that out of affection, which he imagines proceeds only
from motives of generosity. This is what always will be effected by
minds of a certain temper. They transform, in a manner, every other
into their own likeness; having a sphere of activity wherein nothing
can resist their power. It is impossible to know without imitating
them, while from their own sublime elevation they attract all that are
about them. It is for this reason, my dear, that neither you nor your
friend will perhaps ever know mankind; for you will rather see them
such as you model them, than such as they are in themselves. You will
lead the way for all those among whom you live; others will either
imitate or leave you; and perhaps you will meet with nothing in the
world similar to what you have hitherto seen.
Let us come now to myself; to me whom the tie of consanguinity, a
similarity of age, and, above all, a perfect conformity of taste, and
humour, with a very opposite temperament, have united to you from your
infancy.
_Congiunti eran gl’ alberghi,
Ma più congiunti i cori:
Conforme era l’ etate,
Ma l’ pensier più conforme._
What think you has been the effect of that captivating influence,
which is felt by every one that approaches you, on her who has been
intimate with you from her childhood? Can you think there subsists
between us, but an ordinary connection? Do not my eyes communicate
their sparkling joy in meeting yours? Do you not perceive in my heart
the pleasure of partaking your pains, and lamenting with you? Can I
forget that, in the first transports of a growing passion, my
friendship was never disagreeable; and that the complaints of your
lover could never prevail on you to send me from you, or prevent me
from being a witness to your weakness? This, my Eloisa, was a critical
juncture. I am sensible how great a sacrifice you made to modesty, in
making me acquainted with an error I happily escaped. Never should I
have been your confident had I been but half your friend: no, our
souls felt themselves too intimately united for any thing ever to part
them.