Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
I enter with a secret horror on this vast desert, the world; whose
confused prospect appears to me only as a frightful scene of solitude
and silence. In vain my soul endeavours to shake off the universal
restraint it lies under. It was the saying of a celebrated ancient,
that he was never less alone than when he was by himself: for my part,
I am never alone but when I mix with the crowd, and am neither with
you nor with any body else. My heart would speak, but it feels there
is none to hear: it is ready to answer, but no one speaks any thing
that regards it. I understand not the language of the country, and no
body here understands mine. Yet I own that I am greatly caressed, and
that all the obliging offices of friendship and civility are readily
offered to me: this is the very thing of which I complain. The
officious zeal of thousands is ever on the wing to oblige me, but I
know not how to entertain immediately a friendship for men I have
never seen before. The honest feelings of humanity, the plain and
affecting openness of a frank heart, are expressed in a different
manner from those false appearances of politeness, and that external
flattery, which the customs of the world require. I am not a little
afraid that he, who treats me at first sight, as if I was a friend of
twenty years standing, if at the end of twenty years I should want his
assistance, will treat me as a stranger; and, when I see men, lost in
dissipation, pretend to take so tender a part in the concerns of every
one, I readily presume they are interested for no body but themselves.
There is, however, some truth in all this profession: the French are
naturally good-natured, open, hospitable, and generous. But they have
a thousand modes of expression, which are not to be too strictly
understood. A thousand apparent offers of kindness which they make
only to be refused; they are no more than the snares of politeness
laid for rustic simplicity. I never before heard such profusion of
promises: _you may depend on my serving you, command my credit, my
purse, my house, my equipage._----But, if all this were sincere, and
literally taken, there would not be a people upon earth less attached
to property. The community of possessions would be in a manner already
established; the rich always making offers, and the poor accepting
them, both would naturally soon come upon a level, and not the
citizens of Sparta itself could ever have been more upon an equality
than would be the people of Paris. On the contrary, there is not a
place, perhaps, in the world, where the fortunes of men are so
unequal, where are displayed at once the most sumptuous opulence and
the most deplorable poverty. This is surely sufficient to prove the
insignificance of that apparent commiseration, which every one here
affects to have for the wants and sufferings of others, and that
tenderness of heart, which in a moment contracts eternal friendship.