In spite of my slow pace, and unavoidable avocations, my collection
was finish’d when your letter happily arrived to prolong my task of
copying: but, I admire, in seeing it so short, how you contrive to say
so much in so few words. I will maintain it, there can be no reading
so delightful as that of your letters, even to those to whom you are a
stranger, if their hearts do but sympathise with ours. But how can you
be a stranger to any one who reads your letters? is it possible that a
manner so engaging, that sentiments so tender, can belong to any other
than Eloisa? your enchanting looks accompany every sentence; your
charming voice pronounces every word. It is impossible for any other
to love, to think, to speak, to act, to write like Eloisa. Be not
surprized then if your letters, which so strikingly convey your form
and feature, should sometimes have the same effect as your presence on
a lover, who so devoutly idolizes your person. I lose my senses in
their perusal; my head grows giddy, a devouring flame consumes me; my
blood boils, and I become frantic with passion. I fancy I see, I feel,
I press you to my heart, adorable object! bewitching beauty! source of
rapture and delight! image of those angelic forms, which are the
fabled companions of the bless’d! come to my arms----she is here----
I clasp her in my embrace----ah! no, she is vanish’d; and I grasp but
a shadow.----Indeed, my dear friend, you are too charming; you have
been too indulgent to the weakness of a heart, that can never forget
your charms, nor your tenderness. Your beauty even triumphs in its
absence, it pursues me wherever I go, it makes me dread to be alone,
and it is my greatest misery that I dare not give myself to the
contemplation of so ravishing an object.