Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Eloisa : $b or, A series of original letters
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
In my frequent conversations with the baroness D’Etange I could easily
find by the mildness of her reprimands, and by the tone in which she
spoke of you, that Eloisa has endeavoured, to the utmost of her power,
to calm her too just indignation, and that she has spared no pains to
justify us both at her own expense. Even your letters, besides a
violent passion, contain a kind of excuse which has not escaped her:
she reproaches you less for abusing her confidence, than she does her
own weakness for putting it in your power. She has such an esteem for
you, as to believe that no other man in your place would have made a
better resistance; and that your faults even spring from virtue. She
now, she says, perceives the vanity of that boasted probity which does
not secure a person in love, who is in other respect a worthy man,
from the guilt of corrupting a virtuous girl, and without scruple
dishonouring a whole family, to indulge a momentary madness. But to
what purpose do we recur to what is past? our present business is to
conceal, under an everlasting veil, this odious mystery; to efface, if
possible, the least vestige of it, and to second the goodness of
heaven, which has left no visible proof of your folly. The secret is
confined to six safe persons. The repose of all you have loved, the
life of a mother reduced to despair, the honour of a respectable
family, your own virtue, all these still depend on you, all these
point out your duty: you may repair the evil you have done, you may
render yourself worthy of Eloisa, and justify her fault by renouncing
your pretensions. If I am not deceived in my opinion of your heart,
nothing but the greatness of such a sacrifice can be equal to the love
that renders it necessary. Relying on the sublimity of your
sentiments, I have promised, in your name, every thing you ought to
perform: dare to undeceive me, if I have presumed too much on your
merit, or be now what you ought to be. It is necessary to sacrifice
either your mistress or your love, and to shew yourself the most
abject, or the most virtuous of mankind.
This unfortunate mother resolved to write to you: she even began the
painful task. Oh! what stabs would her bitter complaints have given
you! how would her affecting reproaches have wounded your heart! and
her humble intreaties have filled you with shame! I have torn in
pieces this distressful letter, which you would never have been able
to support. I could not endure the preposterous sight of a mother
humbling herself before the seducer of her child: you are worthy, at
least, that we should not use means that would rend a heart of
adamant, and drive to the extremes of despair, a man of uncommon
sensibility.