Jacqueline of Golden River — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Jacqueline of Golden River
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
Jacqueline's bag lay on the bureau and disgorging bills. There were
rolls and rolls of them--eight thousand dollars did not seem too much.
Besides these, the bag contained the usual feminine properties: a
handkerchief, sachet-bag, a pocket mirror, and some thin papers, coated
with rice-powder.
The thought crossed my mind that the bills might be counterfeit, and I
picked one up and looked carefully at it, comparing it with one from my
own pocketbook. But I was soon satisfied that they were real. Well--I
turned back to Jacqueline, ashamed of the suspicion that had crossed my
mind.
Her soft brown hair streamed over the pillow and hung down toward the
floor, a heavy mass, uncoiled from the wound braids upon her neck. Her
breast rose and fell evenly with her breathing. She looked even
younger than on the preceding evening. I was sure now that she was
innocent of evil, and my unworthy thoughts made me ashamed. Her
outstretched arm was extended beyond the edge of the bed.
I raised her hand and held in it my own, and I sat thus until the room
began to lighten, watching her all the while.
It was strange that as I sat there I began to grow comforted. I looked
on her as mine. When I had kissed her hands I had forgotten the ring
upon her finger; and now, holding that hand in mine and running my
fingers round and round the circlet of gold, I was not troubled at all.
I could not think of her as any other man's. She was mine--Jacqueline.
Presently she stirred, her eyes opened, and she sat up. I placed a
pillow at her back. She gazed at me with apathy, but there was also
recognition in her look.
"Do you know me, Jacqueline?" I asked.
"Yes, Paul," she answered.
"Your friend?"
"My friend, Paul."
"Jacqueline, I am going to take you home," I said, hoping that she
would tell me something, but I dared ask her no more. I meant to take
her to Quebec and make inquiries there. Thus I hoped to learn
something of her, even if the sight of the town did not awaken her
memories.
"I am going to take you home, Jacqueline," I repeated.
"Yes, Paul," she answered in that docile manner of hers.
"It is lucky you have your furs, because the winter is cold where your
home is."
"Yes, Paul," she repeated as before, and a few more probings on my part
convinced me that she remembered nothing at all. Her mind was like a
person's newly awakened in a strange land. But this state brought with
it no fear, only a peaceful quietude and faith which was very touching.
"We have forgotten a lot of things that troubled us, haven't we, Paul?"
she asked me presently. "But we shall not care, since we have each
other for friends. And afterwards perhaps we shall pick them up again.
Do you not think so, Paul?"
"Yes, Jacqueline," I answered.
"If we remembered now the memory of them might make us unhappy," she
continued wistfully. "Do you not think so, Paul?"
"Yes, Jacqueline."