Jacqueline of Golden River — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Jacqueline of Golden River
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
Danton, who of course knew Jacqueline, took the opportunity of assuring
me that her father, though a recluse and a misanthrope who had not left
his seigniory for forty years, was said to be a man of heart, and would
undoubtedly forgive us. He was clearly under the impression that we
were married, and, since Dubois had not enlightened him on this point,
I did not do so.
In fact, his ignorance again aroused in me elusive hopes--for if a
marriage _had_ occurred would he not have known, of it? At any rate, I
should know soon; and with this reflection I had to console myself.
Since Jacqueline was supposed to know the route, I could ask no direct
questions; but I gathered that the _chateau_ lay about a hundred and
twenty miles north-westward. For the first part of the journey we were
to travel along the right bank of the Riviere d'Or; at the point where
the mountains began there were some trappers' huts, and there doubtless
I could gain further information.
M. Danton had his sleigh and eight fine-looking dogs ready for us. I
purchased these outright in order to carry no hostages. We took with
us several days' supply of food, a little tent, sleeping-bags, and
frozen fish for the animals.
I must record that a small wharf was in course of construction, and
that the contractor's sign read: "Northern Exploitation Company." M.
Danton informed me that this was a lumber company which had already
begun operations, and that the establishment of its camps accounted for
the absence of inhabitants.
In fact, our arrival was almost unobserved, and two hours afterward we
had set forth upon our journey.
I wondered what Jacqueline remembered. Vague and unquiet thoughts
seemed to float up into her mind, and she sat by my side silent and
rather sad. I think she was afraid of the knowledge that was to come
to her.
God knows I was, and for this reason was resolved to ask no questions
unless they should become necessary. Whether or not she even knew the
route I had no means of discovering.
The sun shone brightly; the air, intensely cold, chilled our faces, but
could not penetrate our furs. Sometimes we rubbed each other's cheeks
with snow when they grew threateningly white, laughing to see the blood
rush to the under surface of the skin, and jested about our journey to
drive away our fears.
And it was wonderful. It was as though we were the first man and woman
in the world, wandering in our snow-garden, and still lost in amazement
at each other. The prospect of meeting others of our kind began to be
a fantastic horror to me.
We were happy with each other. If we could travel forever thus! I
watched her beautiful, serene face; the brown hair, brought low over
the ears to guard them against the cold; the big grey eyes that were
turned upon mine sometimes in puzzled wonder, but very real content.