Jacqueline of Golden River — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
Jacqueline of Golden River
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
And as I emerged from the hut's shelter a red-hot glare from the east
seemed to sear and kill my vision. It was the rising sun. I had
thought it night, and it was already day. And I could see nothing
through my swollen eyelids except the white light of the shining snow.
The wind howled round me, and though the sun shone, the snowflakes
stung my face like hail.
I did not know under the influence of what dread dream she was. But I
ran wildly to and fro, calling her, and now and again I heard the sound
of her little moccasins as she plunged through the knee-high snow.
Sometimes I seemed to be so near that I could almost touch her hand,
and once I heard her panting breath behind me; but I never caught her.
And never once did she answer me.
"What is it? What is it?" I pleaded madly. "Jacqueline, don't you
know me? Don't you remember me?"
The sound of the moccasins far away, and then the whine of the wind
again. I did not know where the huts were now. I could see nothing
but a yellow glare. And fear of Leroux came on me and turned my heart
to water. I stood still, listening, like a hunted stag. There came no
sound.
It was horrible, in that wild waste, alone. I tried to gather my
scattered senses together.
Eastward, I know, the river lay, and that blinding brightness came from
the east. Southward a little distance, was the hill that we had last
ascended on the evening before. I could discern the merest outlines of
the land, but I fancied that I could see that it sloped upward toward
the south.
I set off in the direction of the hill, and soon I found myself
climbing. The elevation hid the sun, and this enabled me to glimpse my
surroundings dimly, as through a heavy veil.
I called once more, and then I was scrambling up the hill, stumbling
and falling on the ice-coated boulders. My coat was open, and the wind
cut like a knife-edge, but I did not notice it. Perhaps from the
hill-top I should see her.
"Jacqueline! Jacqueline!" I screamed frantically.
No answer came. I had gained the summit now, and round me I saw the
shadowy outlines of the snow-covered rocks, but five or six feet from
me a deep, impenetrable grey wall obscured everything. I tried to peer
down into the valley, and saw nothing but the same fog there. Once
more I called.
A dog barked suddenly, not far away, and through the mist I heard the
slide of sleigh-runners on snow; and then I knew.
I scrambled down, slipping, and gashing my hands upon the rocks and
ice. At the foot of the hill I saw two straight and narrow lines on
the soft snow. They were the tracks of sleigh-runners.
I followed them, sobbing, and catching my breath, and screaming:
"Jacqueline! Jacqueline!"
Then I heard Simon's voice, and with the sound of it my dream came back
with prophetic clearness.
"_Bonjour,_ M. Hewlett!" he called mockingly. "This way! This way!"