The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
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Finding the motion of the horse too fatiguing, I had hired a chaise at
Grenoble, and on entering Moirans, five or six other chaises arrived in
a rank after mine. The greater part of these were in the train of a new
married lady called Madam du Colombier; with her was a Madam de Larnage,
not so young or handsome as the former, yet not less amiable. The bride
was to stop at Romans, but the other lady was to pursue her route as far
as Saint-Andiol, near the bridge du St. Esprit. With my natural
timidity it will not be conjectured that I was very ready at forming an
acquaintance with these fine ladies, and the company that attended
them; but travelling the same road, lodging at the same inns, and being
obliged to eat at the same table, the acquaintance seemed unavoidable,
as any backwardness on my part would have got me the character of a very
unsociable being: it was formed then, and even sooner than I desired,
for all this bustle was by no means convenient to a person in ill
health, particularly to one of my humor. Curiosity renders these
vixens extremely insinuating; they accomplish their design of becoming
acquainted with a man by endeavoring to turn his brain, and this
was precisely what happened to me. Madam du Colombier was too much
surrounded by her young gallants to have any opportunity of paying much
attention to me; besides, it was not worthwhile, as we were to separate
in so short a time; but Madam de Larnage (less attended to than her
young friend) had to provide herself for the remainder of the journey;
behold me, then, attacked by Madam de Larnage, and adieu to poor
Jean Jacques, or rather farewell to fever, vapors, and polypus; all
completely vanished when in her presence. The ill state of my health was
the first subject of our conversation; they saw I was indisposed, knew I
was going to Montpelier, but my air and manner certainly did not exhibit
the appearance of a libertine, since it was clear by what followed they
did not suspect I was going there for a reason that carries many that
road.
In the morning they sent to inquire after my health and invite me to
take chocolate with them, and when I made my appearance asked how I had
passed the night. Once, according to my praiseworthy custom of speaking
without thought, I replied, “I did not know,” which answer naturally
made them conclude I was a fool: but, on questioning me further; the
examination turned out so far to my advantage, that I rather rose in
their opinion, and I once heard Madam du Colombier say to her friend,
“He is amiable, but not sufficiently acquainted with the world.” These
words were a great encouragement, and assisted me in rendering myself
agreeable.