The Messiah of the Cylinder — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
The Messiah of the Cylinder
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
“Wouldn’t daytime be better, Lazaroff?” I suggested, and I did not know
what was the cause of the vaguely felt distrust that prompted my words.
Certainly I had no fears of any sort, or reason for any. Yet, looking at
Lazaroff’s face, now flushed and somehow sinister, I remembered Sir
Spofforth’s words again.
“Let us go tonight,” said Esther, and it seemed to me that there was a
note of penitence in her voice, as if she wished to make Lazaroff
amends.
She came slowly across the room toward us. She looked at Lazaroff—I
thought remorsefully, and at me with an expression of understanding that
I never had seen in her eyes before. My heart leaped up to meet that
message. But that was the instant signal-flash of souls, and the next
moment I detected in her glance the same sense of foreboding that mine
must have shown her.
It is strange how instantaneously such complexities present themselves
with convincing power. Though the knowledge lay latent in my mind, I am
sure now I was aware that I should never set eyes upon Sir Spofforth, in
life or death, again.
He rose up slowly. “Don’t be long, my dear,” he said to Esther. “I shall
not wait up for you. Good night, Herman. Good night, Arnold.” He passed
the door and began to ascend the stairs. He turned. “Arnold!” he began.
“No, never mind. I will tell you tomorrow.”
He never told me. He was gone, and we three went downstairs, out of the
house, and crossed the garden toward the Institute, whose squat form
blocked the view of the road. Croydon, in the distance, hummed like a
huge dynamo. The Bear dipped slantingly above; the wind was shaking down
the fading petals of the rambler roses. I remember the picture more
vividly than I perceived it then; the intense darkness, the white lights
of the distant town, the yellow lamp glow on the short grass, cut off
squarely by the window-sash and trisected by the window-bars. Lazaroff
led the way, walking a little distance in front of us, toward the annex,
a building just completed, in which was the new freezing-plant, with our
few guinea-pigs, and the monkeys that had been bought recently, out of
our own money, for the great experiment. He drew a key from his pocket
and began fumbling with the lock. Esther stopped in the shadows at my
side.
“He asked me to marry him,” she said. “I told him never—never! That was
the word I used. I used to think that I could care for him, Arnold, but
in that instant I knew—yes, I knew my heart.”
I knew mine too, and I took her in my arms in the shadow of the
Institute. She lifted her mouth to mine. All the while Lazaroff was
fumbling with the lock. Yet I am sure he was aware, by virtue of that
intuition which tells us all vital things.
When he had opened the door he turned a switch, and the interior leaped
into view round twenty points of light that pierced the shadows.