A book of martyrsComer, Cornelia A. P. (Cornelia Atwood Pratt)
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A book of martyrs
Comer, Cornelia A. P. (Cornelia Atwood Pratt)
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
But whatever the reasons, the result was the same. She had married this
man and gone away with him, and they had drifted westward. And when
they had gone so far west that coachmen of his stamp were no longer
in demand, he took to railroading, and from brakeman became engineer;
and finally, being maimed in an accident in which he had stood by his
engine while the fireman jumped--breaking his neck thereby--he had
picked up enough knowledge of telegraphy to qualify him for this post
among the mountains. He and his handsome wife lived here and shared the
everlasting solitude of the spot together, and occasionally fed stray
travellers like this one who had dropped down on them to-day.
“He drinks over-freely and he swears profusely,” mused Forbes,
scrutinizing him, “but he is too big to be cruel, and he still worships
her beauty as she, perhaps, once worshipped his; and he still feels an
uncouth pride in all that she gave up for his sake.”
It had never occurred to him before to wonder what the after-life of a
girl who eloped with her father’s servant might be like. He speculated
upon it now. By just what process does a woman so utterly _déclassée_
adjust herself to her altered position? Would she make it a point to
forget, or would every reminder of lives, such as her own had been, be
a turning of the knife in her wound? Would not a saving recollection of
the little refinements of life cling longer to a weak nature than to a
strong one under such circumstances?
This woman apparently gave tongue to no vain regrets, for her husband
was exulting in the “grit” with which she had taken the fortunes
of their life. “No whine about her,” was his way of expressing his
conviction that the courage of the thoroughbred was in her.
“No, sir; there’s no whine about her. Un she’s never been sorry, un,
s’help me, she sha’n’t never be,” concluded Wilson. There were maudlin
tears in his eyes.
“Few men can say that of their wives,” said Forbes’s smooth,
sympathetic voice. “You are indeed fortunate.”
While her husband was repeating the oft-told tale of their conjugal
happiness, Ellen Wilson had done her after-supper work, and, slipping
out of the door, climbed the short, rocky spur to the north of the
station. Beyond the summit, completely out of sight and hearing, there
was a little hollow that knew her well, but never had it seen her as it
saw her now, when, throwing herself down, her face to the earth, she
shed the most scalding tears of all her wretched years.
They were such little things this stranger had done--things so slight,
so involuntary, so unconscious that they did not deserve the name
of courtesies, but they were enough to open the flood-gates of an
embittered heart. There was a world where all the men were deferential
and all the women’s lives were wrapped about with the fine, small
courtesies of life--formal, but not meaningless. It had been her world
once and now was so no longer.
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