A Marriage in High Life, Volume IScott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
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A Marriage in High Life, Volume I
Scott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
The sound of measured steps in that room, like those of a person
suffering from impatience and anxiety of mind, reminded her that she
must answer her husband’s letter. But, what could she write? She took
her pen, but for long had not power to express a thought. At last, not
trusting herself to look a second time at what she had said, she hastily
wrote, and folded up a paper, containing the following words.
“I will not curse, I will not upbraid you; yet I have been most
cruelly used and deceived. Your wishes shall be laws to me. You
need apprehend no childish weaknesses or complaints on my part.
In time, you will learn better to know her whom you have made
your wife. And to God alone shall I apply for relief or
assistance under any trial that may assail me.
“EMMELINE.”
She opened the door into the gallery—all was silent. With hurried,
trembling steps, she went into the drawing-room, placed her letter on a
conspicuous part of the table, involuntarily looked round the room, as
if to recall some of those gay, bright anticipations with which she had
that day first entered it; and then, with noiseless steps, regained her
own apartment. As she went to it, she saw light beneath the door of Lord
Fitzhenry’s room. Satisfied that he was still up, and that he would look
for her letter, she closed her door, and sat breathless, with flushed
cheeks, to hear him pass into the drawing-room for it. In a little
while, she heard him tread softly along the gallery. At the door of her
room he paused—then went hastily on. On his return, he again paused.
“He listens,” thought Emmeline, “to hear if all is quiet, and whether
the insensible fool whom he has made his wife sleeps soundly;”—and tears
of mortification again made their way down her face; again the door of
her husband’s room closed, and all was quiet.
The dawn of day found poor Emmeline in the same listening attitude in
which she had sat when Fitzhenry passed her room—her hands clasped
together, her eyes fixed on vacancy. She was roused by the extinguishing
candle falling into its socket, and looked up astonished to see broad
day light. She went to the window to throw open the sash, that the fresh
air might cool her eyes and cheeks: in drawing up the blind for the
purpose, the string caught the rings on her finger. She started on
seeing her wedding ring, and, above it, the circles of diamonds, rubies,
&c., the presents of doating parents, and perhaps envious friends, on
the morning of that ceremony, which was, they imagined, to secure her
future happiness. “Alas!” thought she, “how they were mistaken!”
Emmeline soon felt chilled by the fresh morning air. She hastily bound
up her loose locks, laid herself on her bed, and the fatigue of her
mind, (a feeling so new to her,) procured for her the rest she needed.
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