A Marriage in High Life, Volume IScott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
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A Marriage in High Life, Volume I
Scott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
She awoke with that confused impression of distress, which the unhappy
know so well; which oppresses the mind even before we can clearly
remember what occasions it. Still she was refreshed by those few hours
of sleep, and felt better able to encounter the dreaded meeting with her
husband than she could have thought possible.
She got up and rang for her maid. From her window, she had seen
Fitzhenry out before the house, and she hurried herself to be in the
breakfast-room before his return. While she was dressing, she schooled
herself in the part she was to act, and resolved to meet him with the
unembarrassed kindness of friendship. Had she had to expect him _one_
minute longer, her nerves would have failed her; but she saw him hurry
towards the house. The servants had fortunately left the room. She heard
his footsteps on the stairs, the door opened, and in he came. He was
deadly pale; Emmeline went up to him,—held out her hand. Hardly knowing
what she said, she made some remark on the weather, the heat, and,
without pausing, in a hurried voice, asked him some other indifferent
questions.
Fitzhenry returned the pressure of her hand, once looked in her face,
apparently with surprise; tried to speak, and at last, in time, overcame
his agitation; but never again did his eyes meet hers, or were they even
ever raised towards her. He had brought into the room with him some
greyhounds, apparently as subjects for conversation. They fawned and
jumped on their master; and the noise and bustle they made—the feeding
them, and Emmeline’s endeavours to ingratiate herself in their favour,
was a something to do, and a relief.
During that melancholy breakfast, of which neither eat, Emmeline was the
one who played her part the best. When it was gone, Fitzhenry said, “I
have some letters I must write”—and, struck with the possible
interpretation of his own words, he coloured deeply; “but they will soon
be written,” he added hastily, “and probably you too will wish to write
to tell your mother of your sate arrival; and,”—again embarrassed, he
stopped short. However, in a minute, he recovered himself, and said,
“The post leaves at one; after that, if the day continues fine, you will
perhaps like to go out and see the place. I don’t know what sort of a
horsewoman you may be, but I have a very docile animal, if you will
venture to mount him.”
Emmeline, who had ridden much, and thought that that species of
exercise, with a groom attending, would, under their awkward
circumstances, be better than a _tête-à-tête_ walk, directly said she
had no fears, and would prefer riding.
Thus they parted; and Emmeline went to her own room to write to her
parents. It was then that the melancholy of her prospects overcame her
with a bitterness she had not before experienced.
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