A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
If our family was poor, of what did our poverty consist? If our clothes
were torn the torn places only let in the sun and wind. In the winter
we had no overcoats, but that only meant we ran rather than loitered.
Those who are to follow the arts should have a training in what is
called poverty. Given a comfortable middle-class start in life, the
artist is almost sure to end up by becoming a bellyacher, constantly
complaining because the public does not rush forward at once to
proclaim him.
The boy who has no warm overcoat throws back his head and runs through
the streets, past houses where smoke goes up into a clear cold sky,
across vacant lots, through fields. The sky clouds and snows come and
the bare hands are cold and chapped. They are raw and red but at night,
before the boy sleeps, his mother will come with melted fat and rub it
over the raw places.
The warm fat is soothing. The touch of a mother’s fingers is soothing.
Well, you see, with us, we were all of us--mother father and the
children--in some way outlaws in our native place and that thought was
soothing to a boy. It is a soothing thought in all my memories of my
boyhood. Only recently one connected with my family said to me: “You
must remember, now that you are an author, you have a respectable place
in the world to maintain”; and for a moment my heart swelled with pride
in the thought.
And then I went out of the presence of the cautious one to associate
with many other respectables and into my mind flashed thoughts of
the sweetness I have seen shining in the eyes of others--of waiters,
horsemen, thieves, gamblers, women, driven by poverty to the outer
rim of society. Where were the respectables among those who had been
kindest and sweetest to me?
Whatever may be said in this matter, and I admit my feet have slipped
many times toward solid respectability we of our family were not too
respectable then.
For one thing father never paid his rent and so we were always living
in haunted houses. Never was such a family to take the haunts out of
a house. Old women riding white horses, dead men screaming, groans,
cries--all were quieted when we came to live in a haunted house. And
how often because of this talent--inherent in my family--we lived for
months scot-free in a fairly comfortable house, while at the same
time conferring a benefit on the property owner. It is a system--I
recommend it to poets with large families.
There were not enough bedclothes so three boys slept in one bed and
there was a window that, in summer, looked out upon fields, but in
winter had been painted by the hand of the frost king so that moonlight
came softly and dimly into the room. It was no doubt the fact that
there were three of us in one bed that drove away all fear of the
“haunts.”
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