American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
He shunned the people around him as much as possible, studying his
lessons in a precisely weary manner and squatting on the grass of a
public park near his home where he wrote his dimly placid lyrics to
the sun and moon. He had no companions at school, for the children
around him were quick to jibe at any remark of his that contained a
searching wraith of thought, and he did not join in the school’s minor
activities because of his angry pride at the giggling accusations
of queerness which he received from the other boys and girls. They
regarded him for moments as an enticing target, reviling his exact
grammar and mild manners, but for the most part they paid little heed
to this grotesque atom lost in the swirl of their games and plans.
In a smaller school the strident inquisitiveness of average children
thrown upon each other might have overwhelmed him, but in the immense
city high-school he managed effortlessly to isolate himself, and the
children, once having dubbed him poet-laureate--sarcastically mimicking
the phraseology of their elders--proceeded to forget about him.
When at length he was graduated, he begged his parents to send him
to college, desperately fighting for another long period in which he
could brush aside dry information and rhyme “earth” with “birth,” since
he preferred the frolic of misty promises to a world of prearranged
shouts and sweating dreads. But his parents felt that their period of
uneasy indulgence had inevitably ended, and words trooped from them in
righteously redundant regiments.
“You’re a big boy now, yes, a big boy, and you know that we’ve
sacrificed everything to give you a good education,” said Mrs.
Felman. “Not that we regret it, no indeed, we only hope that it helps
you to get along in life, but this college stuff, now, is a lot of
foolishness. That’s only for people with rich parents, or them that
can afford to go a long time without working; and not only that, but
it fills your head, you know, with a lot of nonsense. It’s time now
that you go out and make money to help your parents. You know that
we’re just barely able to get along on what your father makes. Not that
we’re begging you for your help, you understand, but you should be only
too proud to give comfort to your parents. Uncle Emil can use a smart
boy like you in his clothing business and he told us only the other
night that he’d give you a good job the minute you come down. You’ve
got to give up those writing notions of yours! They don’t bring you in
anything, and a man must go out into the world and make his own living.
Writing is no business for a strong, sensible boy!”
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