American essays -- 19th century; Literature -- History and criticism
Next, the happy believers in the supernatural owed to their simplicity
delicious throbs of fear,--not craven cowardice, but that more refined
and complex feeling, which is of all sensations the most enthralling,
the most elusive, and the most impossible to define. Fear, like all
other treacherous gifts, must be handled with discrimination: a thought
too much, and we are brutalized and degraded; but within certain
limits it enhances all the pleasures of life. When Captain Forsyth
stood behind a tree on a sultry summer morning, and saw the tigress
step softly through the long jungle grass, and the affrighted monkeys
swing chattering overhead, there must have come upon him that sensation
of awe which alone makes courage possible.[2] He knew that his life
hung trembling in the balance, and that all depended upon the first
shot he fired. He respected, as a sane man would, the mighty strength
of his antagonist, her graceful limbs instinct with power, her cruel
eyes blinking in the yellow dawn. And born of the fear, which stirred
but could not conquer him, came the keen transport of the hunter, who
feels that one such supremely heroic moment is worth a year of ordinary
life. Without that dread, not only would the joy be lessened, and the
glad rebound from danger to a sense of safety lost forever, but the
disciplined and manly courage of the English soldier would degenerate
into a mere brutish audacity, hardly above the level of the beast he
slays.
In children, this delicate emotion of fear, growing out of their
dependent condition, gives dignity and meaning to their courage when
they are brave, and a delicious zest to their youthful delinquencies.
Gray, in his chilly and melancholy manhood, years after he has resigned
himself to never again being “either dirty or amused” as long as he
lives, goes back like a flash to the unlawful delight of a schoolboy’s
stolen freedom:--
“Still as they run they look behind,
They hear a voice in every wind,
And snatch a fearful joy.”
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