Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, Fifth Series, No. 33, Vol. I, August 16, 1884Various
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Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, Fifth Series, No. 33, Vol. I, August 16, 1884
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Then had come the last humiliation: he must submit to the immediate
and entire overthrow of all he had been working for, and in which he
had sunk the considerable fortune placed at his disposal, or he must
seek the help which only a short time ago had appeared to him as an
impossible necessity. He was bewildered, and could not understand how
it came about. It should not have been so. He yielded to the necessity,
however; but determined that when his course became clear again, his
first task should be to institute a thorough investigation into the
causes of his failure.
Through all this agitated survey of his position, how was it that the
figure of Beecham continually obtruded itself? What could Wrentham
have had in his head, when he urged him so strongly to find out from
Madge all that she knew of the man’s history and possible friendship
with Mr Shield? He had not felt very keenly impressed by the suggestion
during Wrentham’s presence; but now, in the silence and alone with
his chagrin, he became infected with Wrentham’s suspicion. It had not
occurred to him until now that there was something most incongruous
and altogether incomprehensible in a girl consenting to accept from
an acquaintance of only a few weeks a confidence which she could not
disclose to her guardians or the man who was soon to be her husband.
If Beecham had been a younger man than he was, there would have been
a ready and most bitter explanation of the mystery; but it was not
available in the present case. And yet (so outrageously morbid had he
become that he was capable of the thought!) women were such strange
creatures, that there was no telling who might win their favour or by
what charm it might be done.
Pah!—What madness was this?
He went to the front room and opened a window overlooking Gray’s Inn
Road. The stillness of the chambers had become intolerable. This was
better; much better. There was more air; he could hear the rattle of
cabs, and catch glimpses of hurrying foot-passengers on the opposite
side of the way.
Why should he remain indoors, to be haunted by these horrible phantoms
of doubt and suspicion? He knew they were phantoms, and yet he could
not drive them from his brain. Sleep was impossible, and he was afraid
to take more drugs, for he was conscious that they had already impaired
his power of self-control. When would the morning come? The active
duties he had to discharge would relieve him. He looked at his watch.
Very little past midnight. Why, it seemed as if two nights had passed
since Wrentham went away!
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