French fiction -- Translations into English; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
I saw their images in the looking-glass. Both the faces, despite the
wrinkles of the one and the relative freshness of the other, seemed to
me to have the same expression of degradation and baseness. The same
looks stamped with dissipation, the same pale lips, were common to each.
One could hardly read upon their faded cheeks the number of years which
separated their ages. They were equally old in sin. For an instant I
thought that I was endeavoring to reform Pâquerette instead of
Laurence, and I closed my eyes to banish her from my sight.
They had forgotten that I existed. Occasionally they spoke in whispers.
Laurence swore, striking her foot violently on the floor, when one of
her rebellious locks refused to curl. Then the old woman spoke of her
own flaxen tresses of other days; she described the style of coiffure of
the girls of her time, and, to make herself better understood, arranged
in her turn her gray locks before the looking-glass. Then followed long
eulogies upon my companion's youth, endless lamentations in regard to
the weariness of old age. Pâquerette said that her wrinkles had come to
her long before she was ready for them, and that she greatly regretted
not having enjoyed herself more when she was twenty. Now, she must live
slowly in silence and gloom, having at heart a jealous admiration for
those who could yet grow old.
Laurence listened, but only asked questions, demanding if such and such
a curl became her, seeking for new praises. Then, when her locks, so
long toiled over, had been satisfactorily arranged, her face was to be
painted. Pâquerette wished to put the finishing touch to the
masterpiece. She took red and blue pigments upon little balls of
wadding, and passed them along the cheeks and around the eyes of the
young woman. She enlarged her eyelids, purified her forehead and gave
health to her lips. And, like us, poor dreamers, who daub reality with
discordant colors and afterwards cry out that we have made a creation,
she was amazed at her work, without seeing that her trembling hand had
confused the features, exaggerated the red of the lips and made the
eyelids too large. Beneath her fingers Laurence's visage had horribly
changed, I thought. It had acquired in spots dull and earthy tints,
while in other spots, which had been rubbed with ointment put on to fix
the rouge, it shone with tremendous brilliancy. The stretched and
irritated skin grimaced; the entire face, at once red and faded, had the
silly smile of pasteboard dolls. The tones were so loud and so false
that they wounded the sight.
Laurence, straight and motionless, her glance partially turned towards
the looking-glass, complacently allowed herself to be rejuvenated. She
scratched off with her finger-nail the touches which seemed to her too
prominent. Leaning forward, she gravely studied for several seconds each
of the beauties which Pâquerette gave her.
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