French fiction -- Translations into English; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Brothers, do you remember the days when life for us was a dream? We had
friendship, we had visions of love and glory. Do you recall those cool
evenings in Provence, when, as the stars came out, we sat down in the
furrows still glowing with the heat of the sun? The crickets chirped;
the harmonious breath of summer nights enveloped our chat. All three of
us let our lips say what our hearts thought, and, in our simplicity, we
adored queens, we crowned ourselves with laurels. You told me your
dreams, I told you mine. Then, we deigned to come back to earth. I
confided to you my plan of life, consecrated to toil and struggles.
Feeling the wealth of my mind, I was pleased at the idea of poverty. You
were ascending, like me, the stairway of the mansardes, you hoped to
nourish yourselves on high thoughts; in your ignorance of the reality,
you seemed to believe that the artist in his sleepless night gains the
bread of the morrow.
At other times, when the flowers were sweeter, the stars more radiant,
we caressed visions of loveliness. Each of us had his sweetheart.
Yours--do you recollect?--brown and laughing girls, were queens of the
harvest and vintage; they played about, decked with ears of grain and
bunches of grapes, and ran along the paths, carried away in the whirl of
their turbulent youth. Mine, pale and blonde, had the royalty of the
lakes and clouds; she walked languidly, crowned with verbenas, seeming
at each step about to quit the earth.
Do you remember, brothers, that last month we went thus to dream amid
the fields and draw the courage of man from the holy faith of the child?
I was weary of dreaming, I thought myself strong enough for reality.
Five weeks have passed since I left our broad district, fertilized by
the hot breath of the south. I grasped your hands, said adieu to our
favorite field, and was the first to go in search of the crown and the
sweetheart reserved by God for our twentieth year.
"Claude," you said to me at the moment of departure, "you are about to
begin the struggle. To-morrow, we shall not be beside you as formerly,
imparting to you hope and courage. You will find yourself alone and
poor, having only recollections to people and gild your solitude. The
way is rough, people tell us. Go, however, since you thirst for life.
Remember your plans: be firm and loyal in action, as you were in your
dreams; live in the garrets, eat your dry bread, smile at want. As a
man, do not jeer at the ignorance of the child, but accept the hard
labor of the grand and the beautiful. Suffering elevates a man, and
tears are dried one day when one has greatly loved. Have courage and
wait for us. We will console you and scold you from here. We cannot
follow you now, for we do not possess your strength; our dream is yet
too seductive for us to change it for reality."
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