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The door closed behind her, and he stood there a moment, simmering with
anger and contempt at her undesired homily, with its puerile message. He
could have laughed at the idea of love being strong: love was the most
helpless and defenceless of all the pieces on the savage chessboard. It
was vulnerable at every point, you could wound it wherever you thrust at
it. Any clumsy stroke penetrated and made it bleed. Or you could rope it
down to the rack, and quite without effort pull the lever that wrenched
and distorted it, and made it white with silent agony.... But how
strange that just now Violet should give vent to gabble like this, when
a moment before she had shrunk from him and his brutality in his
dealings with her and her father! In her small way she was like the
martyrs praising and blessing God, as their limbs writhed with anguish,
that they were accounted worthy to suffer for His sake. She was like
that comely smoothed-limbed S. Sebastian in the gallery, for which Nino
might have been the model, who seraphically smiled while he was being
made a pin-cushion for arrows. Certainly Colin had tried, as she said,
to kill her love, and often he had wounded it, though none of those
thrusts, it would seem, had proved mortal.... He shrugged his shoulders;
there were plenty more weapons in his armoury. Above all, there was one
which as yet was not ready for use, for its blade was still soft and
unannealed. But he wondered if her love would survive the thrust when
Dennis was a sword of wickedness in his hand.
He brought out again the sketch-plan that had puzzled him, and examined
it through a magnifying glass. Certainly the word which he had
conjectured to be ‘Solarium’ did not stand this closer scrutiny, and now
when he looked again at the plan itself, this oblong room, thus
conjecturally labelled, could not be a solarium, for on the south, where
you would expect it to be open, or to present a row of big windows to
admit the sun, there were but two very narrow apertures marked there. At
the east end, however, there was indicated a very big window, which took
up nearly the whole length of the wall.
Colin turned his attention to the written word again. ‘Solarium’ it
certainly was not, for the second letter was a ‘c’ surely, not an ‘o,’
and there was a faint cross-stroke over the ‘l’ which made a ‘t’ of it,
and another letter, quite illegible, preceded the final ‘arium.’
“S,c,t,” thought Colin ... and suddenly a new solution dawned on him. It
must be ‘S’ctuarium,’ abbreviated from ‘sanctuarium,’ a chapel, a
shrine. As he scrutinized it, he was more than ever certain that he had
hit on the true decipherment, but this only complicated the puzzle
instead of solving it. For how was it possible to account for the author
of these Memoirs planning to build a sanctuary? Sanctuary, however, it
certainly was, and this identification explained the narrow lancets on
the south wall, and the big east window.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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