American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
That is one of the things I remember his saying to my father, on that
first evening of our renewed acquaintance. And, at table, I noticed, he
ate and drank in a joyless, absent-minded manner, and made unusual uses
of his knife and fork, and very unusual noises. And, by-and-by, in the
midst of a silence, my mother spoke to a servant, whereupon, suddenly,
he glanced up, with vague eyes, and the frown of one troubled in the
depths of a brown study, and I could have sworn it was on the tip of his
tongue to say hist-hist!
He stayed with us for several months—from the beginning of November
till February or March, I think—and during that period I saw him very
nearly every day, and heard him accomplish a tremendous deal of talk.
I tried, besides, to read some of his books, an effort, however, from
which I retired, baffled and bewildered: they were a thousand miles
above the apprehension of a nineteen-year-old potache; and I did
actually read to its end a book about him: Augustus Ambrose, the Friend
of Man: an Account of his Life, and an Analysis of his Teachings. By
one of his Followers. Turin: privately printed, 1858. Of the identity
of that “Follower,” by-the-bye, I got an inkling, from a rather
conscious, half sheepish smile, which I detected in the face of my own
father, when he saw the volume in my hands. I read his Life to its
end; and I tried to read The Foundations of Mono-pantology, and
Anthropocracy: a Remedy for the Diseases of the Body Politic, and
Philarchy: a Vision ; and I listened while he accomplished a tremendous
deal of talk. His talk was always (for my taste) too impersonal; it
was always of ideas, of theories, never of concrete things, never of
individual men and women. Indeed, the mention of an individual would
often only serve him as an excuse for a new flight into the abstract.
For example, I had learned, from the Life, that he had been an associate
of Mazzini’s and Garibaldi’s in ’48, and that it was no less a
person than Victor Emmanuel himself, who had named him—in an official
proclamation, too—“the Friend of Man.” So, one day, I asked him
to tell me something about Victor Emmanuel, and Mazzini, and Garibaldi.
“You knew them. I should be so glad to hear about them from one who
knew them.”
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