A kind of pudency or confusion, something like respect and shyness,
caused Aschenbach to turn away as though he had seen nothing. For the
earnest-minded who have been casual observers of some passion, struggle
against making use, even to themselves, of what they have seen. But he
was both cheered and unstrung--which is to say, he was happy. This
childish fanaticism, directed against the most good-natured possible
aspect of life--it brought the divinely arbitrary into human
relationships; it made a delightful natural picture which had appealed
only to the eye now seem worthy of a deeper sympathy; and it gave the
figure of this half-grown boy, who had already been important enough by
his sheer beauty, something to offset him still further, and to make one
take him more seriously than his years justified. Still looking away,
Aschenbach could hear the boy's voice, the shrill, somewhat weak voice
with which, in the distance now, he was trying to call hello to his
playfellows busied around the sand pile. They answered him, shouting
back his name, or some affectionate nickname; and Aschenbach listened
with a certain curiosity, without being able to catch anything more
definite than two melodic syllables like "Adgio," or still more
frequently "Adgiu," with a ringing u-sound prolonged at the end. He was
pleased with the resonance of this; he found it adequate to the subject.
He repeated it silently and, satisfied, turned to his letters and
manuscripts.
His small portable writing-desk on his knees he began writing with his
fountain pen an answer to this or that bit of correspondence. But after
the first fifteen minutes he found it a pity to abandon the
situation--the most enjoyable he could think of--in this manner and
waste it in activities which did not interest him. He tossed the writing
materials to one side, and he faced the ocean again; soon afterwards,
diverted by the childish voices around the sand heap, he revolved his
head comfortably along the back of the chair towards the right, to
discover where that excellent little Adgio might be and what he was
doing.
He was found at a glance; the red tie on his breast was not to be
overlooked. Busied with the others in laying an old plank across the
damp moat of the sand castle, he was nodding, and shouting instructions
for this work. There were about ten companions with him, boys and girls
of his age, and a few younger ones who were chattering with one another
in Polish, French, and in several Balkan tongues. But it was his name
which rang out most often. He was openly in demand, sought after,
admired. One boy especially, like him a Pole, a stocky fellow who was
called something like "Jaschu," with sleek black hair and a belted linen
coat, seemed to be his closest vassal and friend. When the work on the
sand structure was finished for the time being, they walked aim in arm
along the beach, and the boy who was called "Jaschu" kissed the beauty.
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