Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The things he drew were extremely odd: long dream-like figures with thin
legs trailing after them, giants and pigmies and people having their
heads cut off, and ghosts and skeletons rising from graves and flapping
after children; and people doing wild dances, their limbs flying about;
and amusing monsters and hideous terrifying old women. His caricatures
were the best. The grandmother said they were very promising. Julian was
always the most successful subject, and he minded dreadfully.
Sometimes Judith sat beside him and watched his quick pencil. It was
like magic. But always he soon gave up. He had scarcely any interest in
his drawings once they were finished. She collected them in sheaves and
took them home to gloat over. That he could execute such things and that
she should be privileged to observe and to gather up after him!... His
drawings were more thrilling even than the music of Julian and Charlie.
She could play the piano herself quite nicely, but as for
drawing,--there was another clear case of the unreliability of the
Bible. However much you cried: ‘I can, I can!’ and rushed, full of
faith, to pencil and paper, nothing whatever happened.
Once she was suddenly emboldened and said out loud the words rehearsed
silently for many weeks,
‘Now draw something for _me_, Roddy.’
Oh, something designed from its conception for your very own,--something
which could be labelled (by yourself, since Roddy would certainly
refuse) ‘From the artist to Judith Earle,’ with the date: a token, a
perpetual memorial of his friendship!...
‘Oh no,’ said Roddy, ‘I can’t.’ He threw down his pencil, instantly
bored at the suggestion, smiled and presently wandered off.
The smile took the edge off the sting, but there was an old feeling, an
oppression, as she watched him going away. It was no use trying to bring
Roddy out of his labyrinthine seclusion with personal advances and
pretensions to favouritism. Roddy had a power to wound far beyond his
years; he seemed grown up sometimes in his crushingness.
Now and again he was very funny and invented dances on the lawn to make
them laugh. His imitation of a Russian ballet-dancer was wonderful. Also
he could walk on his hands or do backward somersaults into the water.
This was very thrilling and made him highly respected.
Once he and Judith were the two hares in a paper chase. Roddy spied an
old umbrella in the hedge and picked it up. It was tattered and gaunt
and huge; and there was something friendly about it,--a disreputable
reckless jollity. He carried it for a long time, swinging it round and
round, and sometimes balancing it on his chin or spearing things with
it. At the top of the hill they came to the pond covered with green
stuff and a white starry froth of flowers. All around grew flags and
forget-me-nots, and the hundred other rare enchanting trivialities of
watery places.
‘Well, I don’t want this old umbrella,’ said Roddy. He considered the
water. ‘Do you?’
‘No. Throw it away.’
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