England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Well, you can bring an ass to the water, but you cannot make him drink.
The world was the water and Egbert was the ass. And he wasn’t having
any. He couldn’t: he just couldn’t. Since necessity did not force him
to work for his bread and butter, he would not work for work’s sake.
You can’t make the columbine flowers nod in January, nor make the
cuckoo sing in England at Christmas. Why? It isn’t his season. He
doesn’t want to. Nay, he _can’t_ want to.
And there it was with Egbert. He couldn’t link up with the world’s
work, because the basic desire was absent from him. Nay, at the bottom
of him he had an even stronger desire: to hold aloof. To hold aloof. To
do nobody any damage. But to hold aloof. It was not his season.
Perhaps he should not have married and had children. But you can’t stop
the waters flowing.
Which held true for Winifred, too. She was not made to endure aloof.
Her family tree was a robust vegetation that had to be stirring and
believing. In one direction or another her life _had_ to go. In her own
home she had known nothing of this diffidence which she found in
Egbert, and which she could not understand, and which threw her into
such dismay. What was she to do, what was she to do, in face of this
terrible diffidence?
It was all so different in her own home. Her father may have had his
own misgivings, but he kept them to himself. Perhaps he had no very
profound belief in this world of ours, this society which we have
elaborated with so much effort, only to find ourselves elaborated to
death at last. But Godfrey Marshall was of tough, rough fibre, not
without a vein of healthy cunning through it all. It was for him a
question of winning through, and leaving the rest to heaven. Without
having many illusions to grace him, he still _did_ believe in heaven.
In a dark and unquestioning way, he had a sort of faith: an acrid faith
like the sap of some not-to-be-exterminated tree. Just a blind acrid
faith as sap is blind and acrid, and yet pushes on in growth and in
faith. Perhaps he was unscrupulous, but only as a striving tree is
unscrupulous, pushing its single way in a jungle of others.
In the end, it is only this robust, sap-like faith which keeps man
going. He may live on for many generations inside the shelter of the
social establishment which he has erected for himself, as pear-trees
and currant bushes would go on bearing fruit for many seasons, inside a
walled garden, even if the race of man were suddenly exterminated. But
bit by bit the wall-fruit-trees would gradually pull down the very
walls that sustained them. Bit by bit every establishment collapses,
unless it is renewed or restored by living hands, all the while.
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