Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
I had an intuition, a consciousness that came to me in a flash, that
my companion had awakened something. This knowledge brought with it
a memory of mysterious horror, a memory that I had been here before.
Then, with an ever increasing terror, I began to run up the steps I
had just run down, but my feet had grown heavy and my limbs weak. Up
and up I hurried, seeing nothing before me but an endless stretch of
winding marble stairs. I did not know where my window was, I might even
now have passed it. I heard nothing, but I knew I was being followed,
and that whatever it was that followed me was gaining on me rapidly. I
could hardly breathe: an agony of fear shook me. Then I heard close to
my ear the bark of a dog. It was the window. I dropped on my knees and
squeezed my head and shoulders through; I was almost free when I felt
myself grasped from behind and with a scream I woke, shaking, panting,
bathed in sweat.
There came a time when these nightmares occurred so frequently that
I got to be able to waken myself out of them. While I was actually
dreaming――when I would have run a few steps down the stair, for
example――a sudden foresight of what was coming would dawn upon me, and
by a violent struggle I would break through the net of sleep and sit
up in bed. Many of these dreams were connected with a dark, mahogany
wardrobe which stood in my father’s bedroom. When I had begun to dream
and found myself in that room I knew something evil was going to
happen, and I would watch the wardrobe door and struggle violently to
wake myself before it should open. Even when I was wide awake, and in
broad daylight, this so ordinary piece of furniture came to have, for
me, a sinister aspect. It was odd that I should have suffered so from
these grisly nocturnal terrors, for in ordinary life I was not in any
way a coward. A feeling of shame made me keep them a profound secret,
and as I grew older they diminished, till by the time I was fifteen
they had practically ceased.
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