England, Northern -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Jews -- Fiction
The love between Mrs. Massel and her son was a thing which never or
rarely found expression in the usual endearments. It was a love much
more of silences than of speech. Philip did not like kissing her, as
feeling somehow that the relation between them lay too deep for the
lips. It made him self-conscious, and of his love a duty and a
convention instead of the sacrament too deep for any deliberate
thought. Kissing in Christian families, he learned from books and his
meagre experience, was a routine, where every member of the family
kissed all others on recognized sections of the face at organized
hours. From his mother the endearments he received were a broken word
which unwittingly left her lips, a gentle wind-like caress on the head,
a goodly something pressed secretly into his hand, or merely a glance
from her brown and childish eyes which might rest on his own for two
moments, silent with sanctity.
This concealment of their affection had always come naturally to them,
though it was found also to be the most discreet policy. Reb Monash
had long discovered that the way to confirm impiety was to cherish the
impious. He therefore expected from his wife that at those periods
when he was displaying in no mild manner his objection to the latest
phase of Philip's heathenism, his wife should loyally and actively
second his displeasure. Any manifestation of affection towards Philip
at such times caused him with so little restraint to lift his voice
that (to the humiliation of his wife) it was obvious that their
neighbours on both sides of the house were no less participant of his
eloquence than himself.
It was because during a whole hour they could sit and talk without
fear, that Philip's return from school now became the brightest period
of the day for both. Quite quickly Philip would switch from the day's
events to the latest poetry that had fastened on his imagination.
"Mamma," he said, "Listen and be very quiet. I'm going to read you
something from Shelley. Oh, it's a lovely thing about a plant in a
garden where there was hyacinths and roses like nymphs and about a Lady
who came with osier bands and things to hold the flowers up. I say,
Mamma, I say!"
"_Nu_, what is it? Thy meat's not well cooked?"
"No, no! I'm talking about lilies, not meat! I wonder which you are!"
"What I am? I am thy mother! What more needest thou?"
"Which are you? Are you the Sensitive Plant or are you the Lady in the
garden? When _tatte_ starts shouting you look lonely, like the
Sensitive Plant, but when he's upstairs you're all lovely like the
Lady!"
"Foolishness! Foolishness!"
"But then the Lady died, so it can't be you, can it? And so did the
Sensitive Plant, so what are we to do about it?"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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