American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Mrs. Wade sat propped up in bed by pillows, for the nature of her
disease rendered repose impossible; dreadful spasms--the forerunners of
dissolution--at intervals convulsed her frame. Pale, but firm, the
gentle Mary Hereford glided about her, now supporting the worn-out
frame--now holding to her lips the cup meant for healing--now opening a
door, or slightly raising a window, to facilitate the invalid’s labored
breathing.
The fire had burned low in the grate, and when the gray light of
morning stole in through the half open shutter, and the invalid would
have replenished it, Mrs. Wade’s low whispered, “I shall not need it,
Mary,” gave expression to the fearful certainty which her own heart had
silently throbbed out through the long watches of that agonized night.
Not a murmur escaped the sufferer’s lips--there was no request for the
presence of the absent sleeper, who had promised “to cherish through
sickness and health;” no mention was made of the children, who had been
trustingly placed in the hands of Him who doeth all things well, and
who wearily slumbered on, unconscious that the brightness of their
childhood’s sky was fading out forever. The thin arms were wound around
the neck of the first-born, about whom such happy hopes had once so
thickly clustered, and peacefully as an infant drops asleep. Susan Wade
closed her eyes forever; so peacefully that the daughter knew not the
moment in which the desolate word--“motherless”--was written over
against her name.
Motherless!--that in that little word should be compressed such weary
weight of woe! It were sad to be written fatherless--but God and his
ministering angels only know how dark this earth may be, when she who
was never weary of us with all our frailties--she, to whom our very
weaknesses clamored more loudly for love, lies careless of our tears.
* * * * *
“Henry!” said Mr. Wade to Mr. Hereford, “I had no idea, in fact--I
didn’t think”--and the embarrassed man tried to rub open his still
sleepy eyes--“I didn’t suppose, really, that Mrs. Wade would die yet;
women are so notional, and that doctor seemed to be encouraging Mrs.
Wade to be sick, as doctors always do--really I am quite taken by
surprise, as one may say; I don’t know any thing about these things--I
should like to have you do what is necessary. I suppose it will not be
considered the thing for me to go to the store to-day,” and he looked
for encouragement to do so in the face of his disgusted son-in-law.
“I should think not, decidedly,” said Mr. Hereford, dryly.
“Of course it would not be my wish,” said Mr. Wade, “when poor Susan
lies dead; but one’s duty, you know, sometimes runs a different way from
one’s inclination.”
And _vice versâ_, thought Henry, but he merely remarked that he would
take any message for him to his place of business.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account