American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Mr. Wade could do no less than accept his offer, so, after eating his
usual breakfast with his usual appetite, he paced up and down the
parlor; got up and sat down; and looked out at the window, and tried in
various ways to stifle certain uncomfortable feelings which began to
disturb his digestion. It was uncomfortable--very. The awe-struck face
of Betty as she stole in and out, the swollen eyes of the children, the
pallid face of Mrs. Hereford, who was trying to give them the
consolation she so much needed herself, and the heavy step of the
undertaker over-head performing his repulsive office. And so the day
wore away; and the form, that a child might have lifted, was laid in the
coffin, and no trace of pain or sorrow lay upon the face upon which the
death-angel had written Peace!
Why did _he_ fear to look upon its placid sweetness? No reproach ever
came from the living lips--did he fear it from the dead?
How still lay the once busy fingers! What a mockery seemed the usual
signs and sounds of domestic life! How empty, purposeless, aimless,
seemed life’s petty cares and needs. How chilling this total eclipse of
light, and love, and warmth! Blessed they, who can ease their pained
hearts by sobbing all this out to the listening ear of sympathy. But
what if the great agony be pent up within the swelling heart till it is
nigh bursting? What if it be pent up thus in the gushing heart of
childhood? What if no father’s arms be outstretched to enfold the
motherless? What if the paternal hand never rests lovingly on the bowed
young head? What if the moistening eye must send back to its source the
welling tear? What if the choking sob be an offense? What if childhood’s
ark of refuge--mother’s room--echo back only its own restless footsteps?
O, how many houses that present only to the careless eye, a blank
surface of brick and mortar, are inscribed all over with the
handwriting, legible only to those whose baptism has been--tears!
But why count over the tears of the orphans, why tell of their weary
days and sleepless nights--of honest Betty’s home-spun attempts at
consolation--of Mr. Wade’s repeated refusals of Mrs. Hereford’s
invitation for them to spend that part of the day with her in which he
was absent at his business? Why tell of the invisible web the cunning
Miss Alsop was weaving? Why tell of her speedy success? Why tell of the
soft-eyed dove transformed by Hymen to the vulture? Why tell of _his_
astonishment, who prided himself upon his lynx-eyed and infallible
penetration of the sex, at being forced to drain to the dregs that
bitter cup he had held so unsparingly to the meek lips upon which death
had set his seal of silence? Why tell of that pitiful old age, which,
having garnered the chaff, and thrown away the wheat of a life-time,
finds itself on the grave’s brink with no desire for repentance,
clutching with palsied hands the treasure of which Death stands ready to
rob it!
VISITING AND VISITORS.
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