Belgian essays (French) -- Translations into English; Death
Here we have, face to face, two values that cannot be compared; and, if
we mean to weigh them in the same balance, we must heap the scale which
we see with all that remains to us, that is to say, with every imaginable
pain, for at the decisive hour this is the only weight which counts and
which is heavy enough to raise by a hair’s-breadth the other scale that
dips into what we do not see and is loaded with the thick darkness of
another world.
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Swollen by so many adventitious horrors, the horror of death becomes such
that, without reasoning, we accept the doctors’ reasons. And yet there
is one point on which they are beginning to yield and to agree. They are
slowly consenting, when there is no hope left, if not to deaden, at least
to dull the last agonies. Formerly, none of them would have dared to do
so; and, even to-day, many of them hesitate and, like misers, measure
out niggardly drops of the clemency and peace which they ought to lavish
and which they grudge in their dread of weakening the last resistance,
that is to say, the most useless and painful quiverings of reluctant life
refusing to give place to on-coming rest.
It is not for me to decide whether their pity might show greater daring.
It is enough to state once more that all this has no concern with death.
It happens before it and beneath it. It is not the arrival of death but
the departure of life that is appalling. It is not death but life that
we must act upon. It is not death that attacks life; it is life that
wrongfully resists death. Evils hasten from every side at the approach of
death, but not at its call; and, though they gather round it, they did
not come with it. Do you accuse sleep of the fatigue that oppresses you
if you do not yield to it? All those strugglings, those waitings, those
tossings, those tragic cursings are on the side of the slope to which
we cling and not on the other side. They are, indeed, accidental and
temporary and emanate only from our ignorance. All our knowledge merely
helps us to die a more painful death than the animals that know nothing.
A day will come when science will turn upon its error and no longer
hesitate to shorten our woes. A day will come when it will dare and act
with certainty; when life, grown wiser, will depart silently at its hour,
knowing that it has reached its term, even as it withdraws silently every
evening, knowing that its task is done. Once the doctor and the sick
man have learnt what they have to learn, there will be no physical nor
metaphysical reason why the advent of death should not be as salutary as
that of sleep. Perhaps even, as there will be nothing else to take into
consideration, it will be possible to surround death with profounder
ecstasies and fairer dreams. In any case and from this day, with death
once acquitted of that which goes before, it will be easier to look upon
it without fear and to lighten that which comes after.
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