Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Her hour of severer trial, however, came at last. Among the few
companions of her childhood was a youth of humble fortunes but of noble
character, whose name I shall conceal under that of William Grey. Their
regard for each other had grown up so gradually in their hearts,
probably neither was aware of its strength, until the time when William
was to go out into the world and strive amid his fellows to earn his
bread by the sweat of his brow. The grief which each felt at this
separation, revealed the nature of their feelings, and Fanny wondered at
herself when she found how closely her love for a stranger had entwined
itself with the affections which she had hitherto devoted to the claims
of kindred. But they plighted faith to each other, and looking forward
to a future of mutual love and quiet happiness, William obeyed the call
of duty, while the gentle Fanny continued to pursue her routine of heavy
cares with a cheerful and hopeful spirit.
“After an absence of two years, William full of eager anticipation
returned to claim the fulfilment of her pledge, and to bear her to a
humble home in another part of the country. Fanny’s heart misgave her
sadly, when she looked on her pale mother and thought of the burden
which would fall upon her when she was gone. She half repented of her
promise to William, dearly as she loved him, for she had so long been
accustomed to think of the comfort of others, in preference to her own,
that self gratification seemed to her almost a sin. But her scruples
were soon put to rest, for her parents, unwilling to make any sacrifices
on their part for their self-denying child, positively refused to listen
to her lover’s suit. Nay, they even accused Fanny of selfishness, and
made out a charge of black ingratitude against her, for wishing to leave
them. With the usual impatience of man’s temper, William was deeply
incensed at such treatment, and endeavored to persuade Fanny to a
clandestine marriage. Her answer to his proposal was one which might be
remembered with profit by those who rush heedlessly to the altar, even
when their path lies over the crushed hearts of those who watched their
helpless infancy.
“‘How could I hope to perform my duties to you, William,’ said she, ‘if
I came to you with the curse of a broken commandment clinging to me?
Think you a disobedient child could prove a good wife? No, dearly as you
now love me, you would be the first to doubt me, were I to give you such
a proof of my selfish disregard to the ties of blood. We are both young
yet, let us then wait until the future shall bring us better prospects.’
“‘God knows, Fanny, I would serve for you even as Jacob did for Rachel,
could I but hope to see you my own, but I know not how time is to remove
the obstacles which divide us,’ was his reply.
“‘Oh, Mary will soon be old enough to fill my place, and then I can be
spared from home,’ said she.
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