Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXX, No. 5, May 1847 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXX, No. 5, May 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXX, No. 5, May 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“And God forbid,” she replied, meeting his gaze with a firm yet
melancholy eye, “that in my tongue should not speak the temper of my
noble father—for it is a temper all of loyalty, and nobleness, and
honor. God forbid that in my breast there should not beat the haughty
heart of the Claverings, for in their haughtiness to the high they ever
have borne themselves humbly to the low; and in their pride toward the
proud and great, they ever have protected the poor and the forlorn. God
forbid, I say, Lionel Thornhill, God forbid that I should not be
proud—for I am proud only of gentle blood, and gentle deeds, and
honorable bearing. And you, too, sir, should rejoice in that pride of
mine; for had I not been proud, too proud to value wealth, or rank, or
title, apart from that nobility of soul which alone gives them value,
proud enough to esteem the man of my choice, honored by his own virtues
only, and his innate and natural grandeur, far above loftier suitors,
then had I never said to thee, ‘I _do_ love, Lionel,’ never had brought
my pride to be humbled thus, by reproach whence I should have met
gratitude; by insult, whence I should have looked for support. But it
matters not. If I have erred, I can retrace my steps; and I have erred,
sir, erred fearfully, if not fatally. I fancied you all that was high
and great, all that was generous and gentle, all that was true and
tender, all that was chivalrous and courteous. I worshiped you almost as
a god; my eyes are opened, and I find you—a mere man!—and a man of no
manly mould. We have both been mistaken, Lionel. You never have known me
in my strength, nor I you in your weakness. But I will neither upbraid
nor explain. Better to part now forever, with warm hearts, and no
unkindly feelings, than to be linked irretrievably together, and find,
too late, that we are uncongenial souls, and wear out years of bickering
and growing coldness, and hate, perhaps, before we die—”
“Hate!” exclaimed Lionel, now alarmed by her earnestness, despite his
wayward mood, and fearful, at length, that he had gone too far—“and
could _you_ hate? could you hate _me_, Margaret?”
“I could do more,” she replied, “I told you that you know me not. I
could despise, if I found you worthless.”
“But I am not—I am not worthless, Margaret. Great God! I worthless! I
who would lay down life to win honor, honor itself to win you—”
“To lay down honor were the way to lose, not win me.”
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