Strolling together slowly in their summer twilight and their empty
corner of Mayfair, they found themselves emerge at last opposite to one
of the smaller gates of the Park; upon which, without any particular
word about it—they were talking so of other things—they crossed the
street and went in and sat down on a bench. She had gathered by this
time one magnificent hope about him—the hope he would say nothing
vulgar. She knew thoroughly what she meant by that; she meant something
quite apart from any matter of his being “false.” Their bench was not
far within; it was near the Park Lane paling and the patchy lamplight
and the rumbling cabs and ‘buses. A strange emotion had come to her,
and she felt indeed excitement within excitement; above all a conscious
joy in testing him with chances he didn’t take. She had an intense
desire he should know the type she really conformed to without her
doing anything so low as tell him, and he had surely begun to know it
from the moment he didn’t seize the opportunities into which a common
man would promptly have blundered. These were on the mere awkward
surface, and _their_ relation was beautiful behind and below them. She
had questioned so little on the way what they might be doing that as
soon as they were seated she took straight hold of it. Her hours, her
confinement, the many conditions of service in the post-office,
had—with a glance at his own postal resources and alternatives—formed,
up to this stage, the subject of their talk. “Well, here we are, and it
may be right enough; but this isn’t the least, you know, where I was
going.”
“You were going home?”
“Yes, and I was already rather late. I was going to my supper.”
“You haven’t had it?”
“No indeed!”
“Then you haven’t eaten—?”
He looked of a sudden so extravagantly concerned that she laughed out.
“All day? Yes, we do feed once. But that was long ago. So I must
presently say good-bye.”
“Oh deary _me_!” he exclaimed with an intonation so droll and yet a
touch so light and a distress so marked—a confession of helplessness
for such a case, in short, so unrelieved—that she at once felt sure she
had made the great difference plain. He looked at her with the kindest
eyes and still without saying what she had known he wouldn’t. She had
known he wouldn’t say “Then sup with _me_!” but the proof of it made
her feel as if she had feasted.
“I’m not a bit hungry,” she went on.
“Ah you _must_ be, awfully!” he made answer, but settling himself on
the bench as if, after all, that needn’t interfere with his spending
his evening. “I’ve always quite wanted the chance to thank you for the
trouble you so often take for me.”
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